Band Mixers

Chapter 14

3rd person

It's been two whole days and the waiting room has only started to clear. Joy has stayed by Stephane's side the whole time not moved. The only time anyone saw Steph was when Caitlyn had to pull her hands away from Stephane's bedside.

Her father finally arrived after many phone calls to persuade him. He was a tall, well built man with silver grey hair and bright blue eyes. He stood in the waiting room on the phone the whole time ignoring anyone who tried to talk to him. Harry had described him as ignorant little cow, which many agreed with him.

As soon as the afternoon check up and machines were done the nurse walked out and over to Caitlyn, "she still hasn't woken but all of her vitals are fine besides her heart rate is dropping again. Hopefully that picks up after the medicine kicks in" he said than looked at Joy "I'm I think you should all go home, get some rest you know?"
"Um I'm not going anywhere, my baby girl is here dead almost I can tell you now that I m not going anywhere" Joy stood up and started in the direction of Steph
"Actually mam uh Steph has gone back to being in a critical state but I still think that it would be better if we could clear out the waiting room. I promise you that I will call is anything changes okay?" He started walking towards the doors to the exit, leading Joy and the rest of the family out.

Stephane's POV

I fell into a never ending sleep, I felt alive but couldn't move my body. My eyes won't open, I can't see who comes and goes. I know their voices but it's never who I want to be there, my father is probably busy but he is the only one I want to be with right now. Even though I hate his guts his approval for anything is all I want and he will never give it to me because I am the mistake that ruined his perfect little life.

I heard more beeping and machines going off again. This time it was mine, I suppose it will always be mine.

I could feel nurses and doctors move around me.
"It's alright darling hang in there" as I was wheeled out of the room I heard screams of unknown people
I feel like I'm hear and awake but can't wake, can't talk to anyone, I can hear and feel everything but can't see who it is and it frustrates me not knowing who they are.

Earlier I could feel Caitlyn climb into my bed with me and I knew it was her because no one else would ever think of doing that. She just cuddled into the bed and slept with me for hours, by the time her mother came to pick her up she literally had to pull her out of the bed.

I could feel everything and hear her cries I just couldn't help her and it kills me knowing that she can't hear me.

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*flashback*

I remember the first time my parents found me on the floor, close to death. I was 8 and still had never known fully how bad my condition was. All I remember from the hour before was the viscous words that came from my classmates lips. 'Worthless dog' one would say other would join until finally they walked away.

After that I was a mystery. No one spoke to me, I had no friends and my family wasn't even holding together anymore.

When I turned 15 I finally became a better person I had friends and a new band. I had a family that loves me and I finally had respect, but it still felt as though no one knew me at all, like they couldn't hear me.

But if you haven't noticed that's the story of my life so far.

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Sorry for the late update school is crazy I'll be sure to update a lot more soon, bye 😌