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TRIGGER WARNING⚠️ PANIC ATTACK SURVIVORS GUILT
It all happened so fast
It was going so well
Mista was doing well
Giorno was doing well
I try to convince not just them but also myself that I'm fine
But it's not all fine
I am currently sitting on the floor
And it's getting harder to breath
I inhale but nothing comes through
How could I leave
I should have gone with them
I could have helped them
I
I
I-
"Fugo breath it's ok I'm here"
I look up to see giorno
I hadn't recognized he was there
"I-I am s-sorry"
"For what"
"Failing you, a-all of y-you"
"Oh, Fugo it's not your fault"
"Here breathe with me"
As I try to match my breathing I think about his words
Not my fault
But it's always my fault
"Stop"
I look up
"What"
"Stop thinking it's your fault, it was never your fault, you have a beautiful mind, and your decision was not bad, actually I'm very proud, you voiced your own opinion, and decided against our opinion, and that's ok"
By the end my breathing was ok
I stopped shaking
All that weight lifted off my shoulders
I knew I would be ok at that moment
Thank you giorno
Hoped you enjoyed love ya bbs<3
