this is a short chapter as it is the ending to The Weekend !!! ENJOY!!
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The next morning I woke up and I felt like crap…. I defiantly had to much to drink last night… nice one Bellla…. But I do remember something I kissed Ashton last night!!! After I told him the Justin hurt me…. Wait a second…… wait a second….. was I just all emotional and caught up in the moment , plus the alcohol…. Bella what have you done...you have just kissed Ashton … but you must have been feeling hurt…. You took advantage of the situation…. Bella you shouldn’t of done that. I get out of bed and head into the kitchen and there Ashton was sitting and eating cereal.
“hey Bella how are you?” Ashton said smiling at me. I couldn’t take this… I took him for granted… bella you need to tell him now before you led him on.
“Ashton we need to talk” I said bluntly. Ashton nodded his head and we walked into my bedroom.
“Ashton what happened last night was a mistake…” I said looking into his eyes. He was shocked at what I said.
“wait how was it a mistake” ashton asked.
“Ashton… I was hurt from what Justin did to me and I was all emotional and a bit drunk…. And you were drunk!! I used you.” I said looking down. Ashton didn’t say anything… so I just continued explaining myself.
“You were drunk I was drunk and I just need some comfort so I took the chance and kiss you okay…. Im sorry…. I feel really… bad but I was just hurt and I just wanted to feel that someone cared…” I said then I looked down to the floor. I then felt Ashton touch my shoulder.
“Bella… look I really do care for you… and I like you.. I kissed you! So its perfectly fine we both like each other!” Ashton said to me.
“Ashton.. I told you I was hurt … I don’t know how I feel atm .. I just need to figure this out on my own im so sorry… I shouldn’t of put you through this…” I started to cry and ran upstairs into the bathroom. I can’t believe I told the boy that I loved that I didn’t love him…. im over all these lies im over what I am putting myself through… Bella you just need to tell him the truth !!! .. Bella you need to let him no…. you need to be yourself…. I sat in that bathroom for a while thinking of everything me and Ashton went through… how I was just a fan and now im the girl who rejected him. im such a bitch why am I doing this to people around me… I just want to start over again and be me! The day went on and I avoided Ashton all day. All of us went to the beach and I put my headphones in and fell asleep so he wouldn’t distract me. We had lunch and I sat on the opposite side of the table. Then It was time for us to go home. I packed my things a went straight into the car… I didn’t want to talk to him… I didn’t want to hurt him anymore I just wanted to go home…
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The next day.
It was the afternoon and me and Ashton avoided each at school all day. I told Bec what happened so me and her just spent the day together. She thought I was being over dramatic about the whole situation but she still wanted make sure I was okay, she is such a good friend.
“Bella do you want to come over to Lukes , im going to see Michael! You can play zombies to get your mind off of him!” she said with excitement. Of course I’ll go she has had to deal with me all day im sure she wants a break from me so at least I can play zombies.
“yeah sure thing Bec” I replied. We made it to Lukes house and of course Ashton was there… great …. But Luke interrupted my thoughts.
“Yeah both you two are here! Well we have some news for you!! Before the weekend all fo us we decided that both of you are going to be coming on tour with us !!!! I know its late notice because we are flying to Melbourne on Monday but before that we have a gig here in Sydney and we have also booked your plane tickets and you are coming!!!” Luke said with excitement.
“don’t worry Bella I will be bringing with xbox360 with me so we can play haha”luke said with laughter.
I looked up at Ashton and he didn’t look happy he looked sad… I still can’t believe I hurt this boy and now we have to deal with each other on tour… great this is going to be so much….. fun. The fan inside me is going crazy im going on tour but … this wasn’t the way I was going to picture it. Well at least Michael and Bec are going to be spending some time together!
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Short but I hoped you enjoyed it !!! thanks for reading <3
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