A Brand New Place - 5 Seconds of Summer[5SOS] Fan Fic (Ashton Irwin)

Chapter 17 - Stop 3. Brisbane part 2

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Ashtons POV

“Ive seen her before !”

“Yeah she was here last time!” I fan replied.

“What are you boys on about this girl has been a fan of you guys since the start!” yelled another.

“I know her !  we use to talk in the 5SOS groups!”

“boys why are you lying to us this girl is a massive fan!!” yelled more

“THAT’S BELLA!! SHE IS ALWAYS THE FIRST ONE IN LINE ALL THE TIME AT THESE GIGS, I WONDERED WHERE SHE WAS THIS MORNING!” another shouted.

What is happening??? What are these fans on about? Bella wasn’t a fan? They don’t know her… But would our fans really lie to us? Me and the boys were in shock and the next thing we notice was that Bella ran off stage. I wanted to run after her… but I couldn’t I was frozen. Im so surprised right now.. and I don’t even know how to react. I looked at the boys who looked back at me everyone was completely confused. The crowded started to get a little bit more crazy and started yelling. And I think everyone was in shock… Michael walked off stage to comfort Bec and Luke, Calum and I walked off to. We didn’t want to disappoint our fans but, I think we were all surprised we couldn’t even play anymore. We told the venue manager to tell the fans that the gig was over and the boys, bec and myself headed back to the hotel.

“Do you think its true?” Michael asked while we were in the lift.

“I don’t know… I just want to talk to her” Bec replied.

If this was all true… then why did Bella react the way she did when I kissed her… wouldn’t she be excited? Im so confused I really need to talk to her. We got off at our level and I walked into the room. The boys and Bec searched the room but there was no sign of Bella.. I was a bit disappointed that she wasn’t here I just want to talk to her. Then there was an envelope on the kitchen bench address to everyone.

“Guys come here !!! there is a letter for all of us!” I shouted and everyone gathered around me. I opened the letter and read it outloud.

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Hi guys, im assuming you are all reading this right now. So you all know my secret. I am a dedicated fan of 5 Seconds of Summer, I have always been a massive fan of you guys, I have been a fan since the start. Luke I watched you since your first ever cover, I watch all your ustreams, i entered in your competitions. Ive actually seen you guys perform and met  you guys three times before. You were all so nice to me ! Ive been supporting you for two years and I wanted to let you guys know right from the first time that i met you that I was a fan, I wanted to let you know how I felt, how excited I was, how amazing you are as a band. But because of my past I was restricted, so I couldn’t let you know. Guys… when I lived in Brisbane I was bullied and treated badly by everyone at school because I was a fan of yours. I sat alone, I was stared at, gossip was made and I had no friends. When I moved to Sydney I thought I could escape my past and start new! So I deleted my facebook and lied here and there. I hated it, but because of my past I didn’t want it to occur all over again. I just wanted to let you the band know that even though I lied to you, I thought that we were really great friends! And Bec you are so amazing. I know I lied to you, I know I never told you my secret.. but I didn’t want you to react differently around me, because your friendship which we had was so amazing. I thought that I could keep this fake person up! But apparently that all changed today… All of you brought so much joy into my life and I couldn’t of asked for anything else. I love you all. I understand if you don’t want to talk to me.. I just wanted to explain.. Thank you for taking the time to read this.

Sorry From Bella

“wow” Michael said.

“She had no friends because she was a fan of ours…” luke said looking down.

“I can’t believe she went through all of that..” bec said.

“I feel so bad for her..” Calum said.

This was why Bella was crying so much that afternoon when she was talking about her past… I feel so bad.. I wish I could see her. I then flip the page and there was a letter address to me. I go into my room and read it all alone.

To Ashton. Hey there.. um I just wanted to say sorry. I just wanted to say im sorry for everything we have been through because it is my fault.. and I could of prevented it. Before I moved to Sydney I was in love with you. You don’t know it, but you meant so much to me. You inspired me every day for me to do my best, and I now know that dreams can come true because of you. When I first met you on the first day of school I couldn’t believe my eyes. You were standing infront of me smiling and greeted me with kindess. I was actually fangirling so much and you didn’t even know. Ive been fangirling so much since ive been in Sydney. I will never forget when you said we were friends, and when you called me amazing, beautiful and crazy. We got along so well and I couldn’t believe this guy that ive been in love with for a whole year was now one of my best friends.. I never thought it would happen in my life. And I wanna thank you for letting me experience your friendship it means so much to me. And to think I had no friends back in Brisbane, and then when came here I was friends with the whole band… its just amazing. The weekend we went away, I was actually so happy when you kissed me! And I still am now! It wasn’t just being a fan, it was the fact that I actually had fallen for you. And when you kissed me my feeling grew more. I told you the next morning that it was all a mistake, because I was all emotional… but the real reason why is because I wasn’t good enough for you.. I was lying and being fake and you didn’t deserve someone like me. And you still don’t deserve someone like me… I wish none of this happened. I can’t believe I have done all of this to you.. it makes me feel so angry at myself.. because I love you all so much. I just wanted to let you know I will always support you no matter how you react to this whole situation… thank you for letting me get to know you while ive been in Sydney. It was the greatest experience.

Im so Sorry. Love Bella.

I need to find Bella, now that I know I need to talk to her.

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