EASILY

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I Miss You

Thursday 11 pm

I'm tired, no I'm exhausted and I'm cranky and most importantly I'm horny as hell. It's been 2 weeks since our romantic and relaxing New Year's Eve getaway to Loco's cabin. The dinner party I was supposed to cater on the 2nd got postponed, if not canceled. Luckily, Byul has people pay a non-refundable deposit, which is 15% of the total fee. I asked Loco if he would mind if Byul and I stayed a few extra days and he didn't care as long as I made him cupcakes before he and Hwasa headed back home. I made his favorite chocolate and peanut butter cupcakes and sent them on their way. So, Byul and I extended our stay until January 4th, which was heaven on earth.

Byul and I talked more just about life and continued our conversation from New Year's Eve right before the ball dropped and of course, we even had more mind-blowing sex. We made more plans for our future, both personal and career-wise, and the most important to me...we talked about our relationship and how we want it to grow, and how fast we want it to keep progressing. I know we moved super fast, we met, dated, made love, declared our love, and moved in together all within like 4 months but it just feels so right to me and it feels right with Byul. So, it's the perfect setup for us. We went to the local pharmacy and then we got arts and crafts supplies and made vision boards for the new year that listed our goals. I've never made a vision board before but I love mine and I love that Moonbyul and I have a lot of the same goals. We played in the snow both with Chef and just with us two. We went sledding and had a huge snowball fight and we even made a snowman, well snow-woman, since Byul gave her boobs which were hilarious and we took a romantic stroll through while it snowed to which Moonbyul gave me a heart attack when she surprised me with a diamond bracelet and called me her 'snow queen'. We lived in our own winter wonderland and I loved every single second. That trip was apparently the calm before the storm because once we got back to the city, shit changed.

The moment we got back to the city was bombarded with orders for Aunty Solxy on top of going back to work at Red Flavor. Momo offered Moonbyul a more permanent teaching position and gave her classes to lead 3x days a week in the morning, Mondays, Tuesdays, and Thursdays, which meant she worked at the diner at night now. We were both so busy that I haven't seen her, like really seen in her in almost 5 days, yes I'm counting. I mean, I feel her snuggle close to me in the middle of the night when I get home from the bar or when she gets home from the diner but it's not the same. I miss her. The last time we really hung out was when we took Yeri ice skating, which was so fun but it's been all work since then.

Byul would wake up super early in the morning to go for a run to warm up her muscles before going to the studio to stretch and get ready for her classes. She now taught from 8 am to noon, she would then head to Arc N Books for lunch and to do some writing on her blog which was getting pretty popular and she would then end up going to work at the diner around 4 pm and work until almost midnight most nights. Of course, the nights she was off I ended up having to bartend both Happy Hour and my regular shift so I didn't see her. Moonbyul would be so tired that I would tell her to just stay home and get some rest and I didn't want our quality time to consist of her watching me bartend while she yawned and slammed Red Bull to try and stay awake and get me company.

I've been up since 7 am today and working nonstop. I purposely woke up early to see Byul off to work and I made her a quick breakfast and we were able to talk for almost 5 whole minutes without an interruption. Then I had to bake 60 cookies, 48 cupcakes, and 2 pies all for one party tonight and deliver them by 3 pm before I had to work Happy Hour and then my usual shift until 3 am. I barely had time to eat lunch and dinner, what is it that? I don't even remember the last time I was able to sit down and eat dinner.