The Beast Inside

First Kiss

Kiera
Warning alot of foul language!

After the party all Caden did was confuse me. One minute he was all boyfriend like then the next he acted like he couldn't stand me. I wasnt really sure but I didnt think relationships worked that way.

Every time he would upset me by being an ass the only thing that took my mind off of it was to paint. And I had probably a dozen or so stacked up in my office in 3 months time. I just couldn't understand him. His mom and dad liked me and would stop me everytime I went into town and ask me about school (which was going great, all A's) and tell me how happy they was that id moved in and yadyadayada. So what was up?

Now ,normally when he would flip I would just act like nothing happened but a girl can only take so much. So when we were in the man cave playing video games and he asked if I wanted a freaking picture I flipped. I said fuck it and stormed out, slamming the door behind me. For a few minutes I paced infront of the doorway calling him every name I could think of.
Fuck him. Sorry piece of shit. Who the fuck does he think he is? Am I supposed to graval at his feet and fucking beg him for attention?

I took a few breathes and remembered what Fawn had told me (we had gotten really close, all the way to best friend status I think) when I asked her about his behaviour. 
"Its not you chica. He just has alot on his plate right now. He pretty much takes care of this community and thats hard on him. If it gets to bad I would just lay it on the table. If he wants you,  which we all know he does, then make him see what he is doing to you.  Tell him you wont stand for it!"

And I was about to do just that when I overheard JD tell him to throw a copy of twilight at me and tell the shit was real. What the hell? Im normally not a sneaky person but they had peaked my interest so I stuck my ear to the door to listen in. I was not expecting what I heard.

  "I mean how hard is it to believe werewolves are real?"

Holy. Shit. I fucking knew it. Im not crazy. I had always been so into shit like that and thought I was crazy for thinking it could happen. I mean all those stories came from somewhere right? Dragons and fairies and vampires and werewolves. No way could somebody just make that shit up. Unless they was doing some drugs I aint heard of.

Let me take a moment to say I understand most people would flip shit after hearing this. Or call the loonie bin to pick up all the crazies they lived with. I wasnt lying when I told Caden I was open minded. Just because I cant feel it or see it doesnt mean it isnt real. Like oxygen. We cant see it or even technically feel it but we know its there. Given it has also been proven to exist but somebody had to be the one to say hey, im going to test this. I bet everybody thought they was crazy. So instead of flipping out when JD said what he did, I just got closer to the door.

Apparently I missed alot of the convo while i was thinking because now they was saying something about me ending a war and an apocalypse and something about an omega. I didnt want to hear anymore and my voice had resurfaced after being dormant for like a month.
Stay calm. It will be ok. I am here to help you.  I have to wait till your coming of age to explain. Our connection is to weak right now. Just please trust me.

And then she was gone. I felt bad calling her an it so I decided to call her a she. If i was going to hear voices I might as well be on good terms. I decided to take her advice and sit at the top of the stairs while I calmed down.

Was this why Caden wouldnt talk to me? Because he was a werewolf? Maybe I wasnt good enough. Or maybe he was waiting for his mate like in twilight when no matter how much Jacob loved Bella she would never be his mate or partner whatever. That would really suck.