The Beast Inside

Party Hardy

Kiera

I had felt really bad for going off on Caden. Really I had no idea why I was so pissed. It just bubbled up out of no where. Maybe because he had jerked away when I held his hand . That hurt my feelings a little. I thought he liked me that way. What a dumbass I thought to myself. He was just being nice to me.

I couldnt believe the guys had thrown me a party. And even better was the fact that they had a chick named Fawn bartending. Apparently there was a damn loaded bar under my counter that I knew nothing about. When I asked Fawn where it came from she showed me.

"Didnt you notice there wasnt any actuall cabinets under here?"

I shrugged. "I havent got that far. Its only my second day here."

She laughed. "Ok well for future reference, under the lip of the countertop is a button. You just hit it and there you go."

I watched as the counter top slid back over the mini bar. She let it close then opened it back up and wiggled her eyebrows at me.

"Will you let me hook you up? I can make some killer drinks chica. "

I frowned. "Arent you going to ask for an ID or something?"

She waved her hand as if she was swatting a fly. "Shit girl your with the boys now. Aint nobody gunna fuck with you."

I shrugged. "Alright then. Go for it. Just no whiskey. That shit makes me do some soul searchin. "

She laughed and mixed me up something orange and it smelled delicious. She didnt tell me what it was and I didnt ask. It had been probably 6 months since I had last had something to sip on. I bullshited with Kaleb and the twins for awhile and somehow decided to have our own little jam session this coming weekend after I told him about my guitar. I had left them after two girls, Nadia and Lana who were also twins, had started putting the moves on Holden and JD.

I had no intention of getting drunk but by the time I saw Caden again I was on my 3rd glass. He looked at my fruity beverage and crinkled his nose.

I shrugged. "Its a girl thing."

He laughed. "Yeah Fawn fixes that for all the girls. Says yall can drink more and last longer. She must like you though since she gave you a strawberry with it. She usually just hands them out plain."

I looked at my glass and smiled. I hadnt even noticed it but I was pretty sure it hadnt been on the other 2 I had.

"Apparently you was right about the guys. They asked me to have a jam session with them this weekend. I like having friends. Its nice."

Oh yeah. I was buzzin. I never talked to people this much and could very seldom handle being in a crowd. We had only been home maybe an hour and there had to be atleast 100 people spread out throughout the house. Oh well. It was good to relax.

Me and Caden chit chatted for a minute until I felt some one peck on my shoulder. I turned and saw a very excited Fawn behind me. I hadnt really looked at her when she was behind the bar but now I could see just how unnaturally pretty she was. Like it should be a sin to be that pretty. She wasnt a big girl really but she wasng scrawny either. She had curves in all the right places and her green halter-top dress showed them off well. Her green eyes were enhanced with perfect makeup and her auburn hair was done in absolutely perfect curls. I was slightly jealous.

"Come dance with me! You know you want to!"

I giggled. "Here Caden hold this for me! Let me show you how a country girl does it."

I was so drunk I didnt care what I said or what I insinuated. Maybe if I was sexier he would be more attracted to me. I just had to be better than the countless other women here. I had to make him see only me.
Let me help

It was that voice. It seemed to purr with excitement. I didnt even fight it.

I told the dj to put on the club remix to Country Girl by Luke Bryan and I let loose. It seemed like me and Fawn were on the same wavelength or something because every step I made so did she. We couldnt have done it better if we had rehearsed it. I honestly had no idea my hips would move that way. It felt like some one else was controlling me and I let them. If this didnt get Caden's attention I doubted anything would. But it did. Shortly after the song started I smelled a familiar cologne. Like a mix of the forest and hollister. It was him. I knew it was so I didnt even look around when I felt hands grab me around my waist. He sliiped his fingers right between my hips and my jeans and moved me against him. Had I been sober I might would have smacked him but my drunken self was enjoying his touch. It sent tingles all through me and I had to bite my lip when he started whispering in my ear.

"You are making it so hard for me to behave Kiera."

I leaned against his chest and turned my face towards his. We were only mere inches from each other and I tip toed to get closer.

I whispered against his lips. "Maybe thats the point. Maybe I dont want you to behave Caden."

And that was the last thing i remembered. I woke up the next morning at 930 in my own bed. I stretched across my bed and hit some one in the face.

"Oh what the hell!"

I spazzed out and rolled off the bed. I peeked up to see Caden holding his nose. Apparently I busted it because blood was seeping through his fingers.

"Oh shit im sorry! Are you ok?"

He nodded and got up. I jumped up and handed him a kleenex.

"Ok well if you are going to survive then please tell me what happened? "

My stomach fell when he grinned and winked. Oh shit. We didnt. He wouldn't.

"Im just kidding. Nothing happened. I was afraid you would get sick so I didnt want to leave. I didnt take advantage of you and niether did anybody else. "

I sighed and leaned against the wall. "Oh thank god. I mean not that it was you...just..oh hell you know what I mean."

He nodded and laughed his way out of my room.

I couldn't help be a little disappointed that he hadnt taken advantage of me. I wouldn't have regretted it. Maybe next time I just needed to get him drunk too.