Mr. Player Is My Neighbor

Anniversery

03-02-14
That day was the worst day of my life. I wake up to my alarm click going off saying it's the day where my life was ruined. What day was that might you ask? Jenna's one year anniversary.

I go over to Jenna's bed and just start sobbing. There's no words to be said expect 'one year without my best friend'. Gigi came in sat next to me and hugged me and just cried with me. She couldn't be strong today and I understood because I can't either.

Jenna was so important to my life and I hate knowing that no matter what she can't be with me today. She was always there for me. Where is she when I need her most? Gigi goes to her room to get ready for today. I grab my #hersmile jacket with Jenna's soccer number on the back if it. I then grab black leggings and my pink converse on the side written #25 which was Jenna's soccer number and put it all on. I put on light make up knowing I'm going to be crying a lot today.

I head down stairs and I see my mom and dad wrapped up in each others arms looking at a family portrait with Jenna on it and they're both crying. I go and hug them and Gigi comes down and does the same.

"Girls, today I want you to smile. Keep your head up. Jenna will want to see that in you two. She doesn't want to see her beautiful sisters crying with there heads on the desk. Jenna- She would want you to just stay as strong as possible. I know it will be hard on all of us but we will try to pull through and just say 'I'm not going to cry. I will smile for my sister and best friend.' Okay. I love you both and so does your dad." My mom says while trying to hold in her tears.

"I love you Gigi. I love you mom. I love you dad. I love you Jenna." I say while crying and chocking up when I say Jenna's name.

"We love you to. Try to have a good day." My mom says in teas and I know she just wants to burst out so I leave.
----------------------------------------------------I get to school and the school is wrapped up in pink. Literally pink ribbons, streamer, shirts, socks, pants ext. I see that some people even died their hair pink. Everyone sees me get out. My best friend Payton comes running to me wearing the exact same thing as me.

"Everyone has a very high respect for Jenna." Payton says with tears in her eyes. Payton and Jenna were practically sisters. So Payton understands the feelings in all of this where as mostly everyone else feels pity for me. Drew comes up to me.

"Hey beautiful. You okay? I didn't know and my friends just told me the story. I'm so sorry baby girl. This shouldn't have happened to you." He says with pain in his eyes. I start crying again. I quickly wrap my arms around him and he holds me tight in his arms. I then remember what my mom said to me. Try to keep my head up. I pull away from Drew and give him a weak smile. I see pretty everyone come up to me an give me a hug. Then Brooke comes.

"Hey. What would a cow and a pig be combined together?" She asks. Wtf.

"What?" I ask while laughing.

"Oh nothing I just always know what to say to make you laugh even in the worst times."

"Brooke. I don't know what I would do without you." I say while laughing.

I go to my first period which is history. I really like history. Not the subject. Just my teacher she makes it easy and fun. Plus we have a special relationship. Oh yeah and she's lesbian. She's married to my math teacher. Weird right. But I love both of them.

"Julia, come here" she says with open arms. She knows what happened with Jenna. Jenna was actually one of her students before she pasted away. I went up to her and hugged her.

"Jenna loves you. She always watching down on you wishing she could talk to you and laugh with you. She misses you just as much as you miss her." Mrs. Adler says with tears coming down her face. The bell then rings and I let go and go to the back put my hood on and rest my head in my arms. I hear a seat next to me scoot out. I look up to see who it is.