To whom it may concern

Are you?

Is it okay for you to move on without a proper goodbye?
Is it okay for you to move on with hatred eventhough there are a lot more sweets to cherish?

I left you behind, for good. I left what we had, in fact I throw it away. I patted myself saying that you are a good person, you are kind and you deserve happiness. I move on with that. I move on telling myself that not having you around is better. Not having you around is even beautiful.

Yes, it work, for a while.

But, I have come to realisation that it is not fair. You cheated, you lied and you hurted me. It is not fair that I am moving forward lying to myself that you are a good person overall.

You are not. You are a bad person. You hurted me, giving me a hell of life for years and you did not even say sorry properly. The closure was not even there.

You blamed me for being immature, calling and texting, accusing you at 3 am in the morning. I said sorry, but why? Why do I need to be sorry for being sad, and for wanting to know the truth? Why do I need to be waiting for few hours till time turn 8 am to ask for clarification?

You are a bad person, not entirely but you are cruel. Claims that you turn accusations is actually true. You give me hell of life. Hell that I never know how to get out, and where to even rest.

Are you happy now? Good for you.
Are you feeling sorry?

I am happy now. Genuinely happy with the life you left a bit scar here and there. You remember me saying, "If you ever need me, please know that I am always here?" "Come back to me when you needed me." ?

Please never do so. I can't imagine my current life with you in it.

We are better off, and happier on our own.