skip to birthday i wake up and it's my birthday. i'm 17! "did i ever tell josh what today is, yes he said he already knew anthony told him a few days ago..." i roll over and josh isn't in bed i get up and get dressed
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i walk downstairs to just see riley and kio. riley- wow you look cute what for? "did she forget? i won't make her feel bad." me- uh just felt like it kio- the boys are working out at dog pound. i nod- okay... i'm gonna go get starbucks and out. riley- okay be safe get your nails done they look ratchet i nod- yes ma'am i get in the car then set my phone up, and start a tiktok live. "ive done them with josh and the boys but not on my own" i start getting lots of people "omg y/n, I love you" me- aww i love you too. "don't get hurt driving and on live" i smile- don't worry i'm still in the garage "happy birthday beautiful" "happy birthday we love you" "happy birthday you're my fav" me- thanks guys! "what are you doing for your birthday" me- you know just chillin "what did josh get you for your birthday" me- i'm not sure, hopefully nothing i don't want him to spend money on me. "where are you going" me- ahh this is a good one to answer while i drive. i don't have to look back over. i pull out of the drive way. me- i'm going to Starbucks because why not and free birthday drink. I also love Dunkin' but i'm feeling a pink drink for some reason. mm then i guess i'll get my nails done cause ry said mine look bad. i giggle then give a quick glance to my nails. me- which she's right i look at the phone "by yourself?" me- yea i'm by myself, josh and the guys are working out. i actually haven't seen them today. ry and kio are filming tiktoks. don't make a big deal about that, griley is endgame. my wifey is not feeling good. i frown me- give her a prayer and love. start a trend #feelbetteravani if you see this i love you. i stop at a red light me- red light i look at my phone "you're not having a party that's sways thing" i giggle- haha i love that. but nope i don't have a party. "unproblematic queen! do you like bryce?" me- i love bryce! him and blake are my sons. you'll never meet anyone like him. "are you friends with lilhuddy" me- yeah i think so... i've only ever really talked to him once. josh and him are like best friends the light changes and i pull into starbucks me- i'm in the drive thru "y/n how is la?" me- different but a good different "those clowns scare you?" me- i almost cried. i hate clowns. "have you watched the movie IT?" me- no ma'am i have not "It's about a clown" me- gosh i will try everything in my power not to watch it. i pull up to the order thing. worker- hey welcome to starbucks what can i get you today? me- hey, may i please have a venti pink drink please? worker- is that all? me- yes please worker- 5.11 at the window thank you. me- thank you! i pull up behind the car in front of me. me- ekk i'm excited! "you're literally so sweet" me- made my day "y/osh, is so cute." me- josh makes it cute. i pull up to the window the worker is a girl who looks about my age worker- 5 dollars and 11 cents me- it's my birthday worker looks up at me- y/n! also then it's free i smile- hey, i'm live so i can turn it off if you want. or put your socials in there worker- no no don't turn it off but can i have a picture. me- of course we take a picture real fast. worker- it's your birthday happy birthday. i'm a huge fan. me- aww thank you. she hands me my drink me- thank you, have a great day! worker- thank you. you too! i love you. me- i love you too i pull out and park in a parking spot. me- she was so sweet putting my straw in my drink "that's your first birthday gift" i smile- yeah i guess it is. happy birthday to me "sexy 17" me- no way is that what's it's called. "what are you gonna do about school" me- i'm not sure actually that's a problem. i graduated last spring. i was a young senior. now it's just college. "how was your love life before josh" i laugh- not a thing. didn't have one "nobody?!" me- i had boys hit on me, but nope nobody. "josh is lucky" me- nah i'm blessed with him. "are you in riley's car" me- i stole it. she got another four runner a newer one. she loves them. so i use this one. "does she care" me i laugh- not sure actually "where you going next" me- to get my nails done i reckon. they probably will look at them and tell me to leave i pull out me- we are off to see the wizard the wonderful wizard of oz. that gets stuck in my head. i haven't watched that in forever maybe i can convince josh to watch it with me. i pull into the nail place. me- okay guys i'll get off here while i get my nails done "come back after i wanna see them" "please come back" me- okay i'll be back for a reveal. love y'all. i end it. then go into the nail place and get my nails done like
