shy girl to my girl

home and ugly

me- yeah sure
me and lucy go walk over to the bench
lucy- you think they will get rid of me now?
me- what no
lucy- but they will have their own kid
me- they won't lu they love you too much and you're their kid too
lucy smiles- okay but what's wrong
me- i just wish she would have told me. riley has been the only love i've known till we moved to LA so her not telling me really hurts my feelings.
lucy hugs me- y/n you know that everyone loves you right. you're the best.
i smile- thanks lu
??- how are my two favorite girls
i turn and see josh
i grin at him
lucy- my moms a b*tch
me- lucy.
josh- she is sometimes...
josh sits down beside me and puts his arms around me. he kisses my check
josh- you're still the most gorgeous person in the world even when you're upset.
me- no but thanks babe i just don't know why she didn't tell me.
josh- i don't know either baby
lucy- im a sister
me- ooo big steps in the world
josh- yes being a sibling is amazing
lucy hugs josh then she hugs me
me- what's wrong
lucy- you two are my older siblings type things
josh- no im the best uncle. but aww anything for you
me- let's head back
we head back and riley doesn't say anything to us.
after dolphins we head back to the room.
Lucy- mom dad
riley- yes
griffin- yea
lucy- can we talk.
riley & griffin- yes
they go off together
we finish with the dolphins
we go back to our tent.
avani- y/n you okay?
me- yea i guess
ant- that doesn't sound like it
me- why'd she not tell me
avani- im not sure
me- i thought i'd be the first one to know
ant- yea
me- but it's okay let's have a good day
josh comes and kisses me on the head.
josh- what's my pretty girl doing?
kio- simp
me- i wanna go snorkeling
josh- then let's go.
we spend the rest of the day in the water then we go eat super and take pics
the next day we ride rides and hang out and pack up....

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flight time
we taxi to the airport and wait for the plane
me- thank you babe for a great trip
josh kisses me- you're so welcome sweet girl.
riley- thanks josh!
everyone says thank you
josh- you're welcome.
skip flight.
we finally make it home and i take a shower.
i still can't believe riley is pregnant.
i get out of the shower and change into pink hotty hots and a white align tank i unpack and do some laundry then i grab my phone and computer then head downstairs
the boys are making tiktoks
i go sit on the couch and turn my computer on during online work.
10 mins go by
bryce- mom jeez you scared me when did you come down here?
me - about 10 mins ago
josh- you're so beautiful babe
i blush- stop it no
kio- i'm going live
he screams
quinton- you think they heard ya?
kio- just being sure.
they keep doing tiktoks
kio- thank you for the im very rich ... everyone is here right now which never happens. ...... y/n is on the couch. lucy is riley and griffins daughter she's upstairs
blake- f u bryce we had it and you messed it up.
i hit submit on my computer to finish my work.
kio- y/n come here
i go over there
i read some comment "y/n how does it feel to be abused" "have you thought of a diet y/n" "eww her again" "she's so ugly" "she's fake" "gold digger" "josh just wants her for sex" "they should have left her with her parents"
then finally "what's y/ns favorite thing about josh?"
me shyly- my favorite thing about josh is how he cares about people so his heart.
kio- what about psychically?
me shyly- eyes, smile, hair, abs
kio- not his d*ck?
me- no
kio- is it too little
my eyes go wide- uhh how do i answer this question without giving too much information.
kio- i knew it josh has a small d*ck
me- i didn't say that
kio smirks- so it's big.
me- i didn't say that either.
kio- so it's normal
me- i didn't say that either
kio- you're confusing me
josh- why are yall talking about my d*ck size? and ouch babe it's not big?
me- how am i supposed to say that on live
josh laughs- i was gonna say something really funny but you're on live and i don't wanna embarrass y/n
kio- ill mute it
he mutes it fr
kio- it's muted
i check and it is
josh- it has her screaming so id say it's big enough
i blush
kika mouth drops open
josh kisses my cheek
we all start laughing
kio unmutes
comments like " i wanna know" "probably about how she doesn't know because she is too scared" "probably she don't know because i won't give it to her" "probably like she don't know because she can't take it" "she's a whore so she's had bigger"
i start to get upset with the comments
kio reads- what's y/ns favorite thing to do with josh
me- cuddle and bake desserts
kio- romantic
josh from the other side of the room- aww mine too
kio- alright bye
he ends the live
kio- they are brutal.
i nod
i sit down and look at tiktok on my phone
i don't feel good today i haven't felt good in like 5 days but it's slowly gotten worse and worse i don't know why
blake- you okay mom
me- have a headache
josh- still it's been almost a week
me- yeah and i still hurt
josh- we might need to go to the doctor
i shake my head- im fine
i fall asleep on the couch not long after that