shy girl to my girl

burden

josh's pov:
i'm in the living room with blake kio bryce and my beautiful gf.
the boys and i are doing a tiktok
blake- mom did you think that was good
no response so we all turn around to see her asleep
me- aww she's so cute
kio- she's knocked out
me- i'm kinda worried though she's been having headaches since before the trip.
bryce- it's probably time to get that checked out
me- yea i wish she would
next morning
y/ns pov:
i wake up and slid out of josh's grip.
i put on some leggings and a lulu define jacket. then grab my air pods and phone and head for a run.
I head out the door and start running after about half my run my head starts pounding I keep running not thinking about until I start to get dizzy and everything goes black.
bryce's pov:
I wake up and go to the gym
Josh, Blake, Kio, Griffin, Noah, Quinton, and Ant are already in there.
Josh- oh good morning sleeping beauty
all of us are shirtless
me- oh hush
the boys all laugh
we make a few tiktoks shirtless of course the ladies love it.
once we finish our workout we go shower then head back down to the kitchen.
me noah blake and kio are in there
quinton left for a meeting then griffin and ant are with their gfs.
we hear squealing running into the kitchen
lucy- HEYYYYY GOOD MORNING
I laugh
me- GOOD MORNING!!!
lucy- what's for breakfast?
kio- well we don't know where y/n is so we don't know
lucy- what do you mean!?
josh comes running in
josh- have yall seen y/n
me- uh no.
josh- f*ck
lucy- bad word
josh- sorry lu i don't know where she is
kio- maybe she went on a run
josh- that would mean she was running for 2 hours they are usually 45 minutes
me- we better go look for her
kio- yeah i'll drive let's go.
we all pile into the car and we see and ambulance and a cop car with a bunch of cars stuck.
everyone but kio gets out so me blake and josh the rest stayed at the house.
josh runs towards the ambulance
we follow
a police stops josh
police- hey sir what are you doing
josh- who's in the ambulance
police- that's private information sir.
josh- it might be my
blake- his fiancé
blake says louder than josh says girlfriend
he nods to tell us to go with it
josh- my fiancé
police- oh i'm so sorry sir. we got a call that a girl was unconscious on the road.
josh- no no no is her name y/n
police- we don't know sir she hasn't woken up. I'll take you up there
the police and josh head up there
blake- i'm freaking out can we follow them
me- might as well
we follow them and i see y/n getting lifted into the ambulance she looks dead. i get a weird feeling in my stomach.
josh- can i ride with her
police- yes sir
josh- thank you.
we all pile in the car
we text ant and riley and all the others the situation.
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josh's pov:
the nurses are hooking her up to things in the ambulance
nurses- she's going to be okay sir.
i nod.
i grab y/ns hand
i take a picture of her so if someone starts drama we have a photo.
we finally get to the hospital and they take her to do test. i sit silent thinking about what's could have happened and worrying about her.
the door opens
everyone comes in
riley- josh have they said anything?
lucy runs and hugs me crying
me- no not yet, she will be okay lu..
but will she?
we all sit and chat worrying about y/n
the door opens again avani comes in
avani- is she okay where is she
me- she's getting test done.
ant hugs avani.
the doctor comes in
then steps back- wow there's a lot of you.
we laugh and say yes
ant- is she okay?
doctor- who do you want to hear this.
griffin- lucy come on let's go outside.
they leave so lucy doesn't hear
doctor- she has extremely high blood pressure and a disorder for severe migraines. Which comes from the high blood pressure, stress, anxiety, and skipped meals. We have noticed she's severely underweight because of possibly skipping meals which is why the headaches are happening. She has cuts on her wrist they look to be healing but does she have depression?
riley explains what happened with their parents and why she's with us now.
the doctor nods- okay so i'm going to give yall a diet she needs to follow we need her to be gaining some muscle and weight. Then I need you to be sure she doesn't skip meals and we are going to proscribe her anxiety medication and she has to take it morning and night 1 pill twice a day. For the high blood pressure the diet will help that but usually I would say lower sugar intake however i want her to eat and gain weight. Therefore I am going to give another medication for high blood pressure. Since she's 17 who's her legal guardian.
woah that's a lot.
Anthony- me
doctor- can you sign this
ant nods and signs
doctor- okay she will be in shortly and the nurse will bring you the medications and the diet plan.
ant- thank you.
riley- that's not horrible is it?
kio- no that means she's just not eating enough and she has anxiety and high blood pressure
blake- okay good
riley- i'll go get griff and lu
she goes and gets them
about 5 mins later the nurse and my beautiful gf comes in. y/n is pushed in on a bed.
y/n flashs a tired smile at us.
nurse- you're free to leave here's the medicine and paper work.
she's hands it to anthony. then leave she room
avani- babes what happened?
y/n softly- i was on a run and i started to get dizzy and then i was here.
she's so cute
avani- how you feeling?
y/n softly- okay i guess very sleepy. my heads pounding
ant- listen little bit (his nickname for her) you've got some medicines you have to take. We all are going to be sure you're taking them okay.
she nods- can we go home
everyone nods
ant- josh help her we will be in the cars
me- okay.
they all leave after giving y/n hugs
i go give my girl a hug
y/n- im so sorry josh
me- baby i'm not mad at you I need to know if you've been cutting again
y/n- no i haven't since last time you told me to stop.
me- okay what about eating. have you been throwing up and skipping meals
she looks down
i grab her face- baby why?
y/n- cause the comments are saying that im too fat for you, and all your exs are prettier than me, and you're gonna leave me, and im too fat to be famous, and i need to go on a diet and lose weight.
i hug her- listen to me. you are literally the prettiest woman on the earth inside and out. i can not imagine my life before you walked into it. you're too good for me. you're absolutely stunning from head to toe. you're gorgeous with your messy hair and pajamas and you're gorgeous when you get all dressed up. you need to gain weight baby. you're way underweight and that can make you sick. i love you.
she smiles at me- i love you
i grab her face making her look at me- now we are going to work on the eating okay. you're going to talk to me when you feel upset and you're not allowed to look at comments anymore.
y/n- but
me- no no buts
y/n- i have to look at comments to reply to fans, and i can't eat more i'll get fatter than I already am
me- baby you're not fat at all. we are going to do a live and i'll tell them why you're not replying.
y/n nods
me- now let's go home
i kiss her head she goes to pee before we leave I text anthony what she said about eating.
we head down to the car and get into ant and avanis which blake and noah are in.
y/n sits on my lap since there's only five seats.
she cuddles into me I can tell she's going to be clingy.
which i love so oh well.
blake- you okay mom
she nods in my chest.
ant sighs- little bit i know that social media can be tuff but they are all jealous of you. you're so pretty and you do not need to change at all. you don't need to look at comments if you want to know how you look ask one of the boys or the girls. We will tell you the truth.
y/n- sorry bubba.
she starts crying.
i rub her back and wipe her tears.
me- shh it's okay. we aren't mad at you. we just love you and want you to be careful.
noah- little reeves i know you think that the comments are true but they aren't. anybody can see that you're gorgeous both ways in and out. I don't even look at you like that and I think you're gorgeous. The comments are horrible and so wrong but sadly people thinks it's okay to just bash others. just don't look at them okay, we want you happy.
i smile my friends love my girl. first time ever... and believe me i've had a lot of girls.
blake- mom like noah said you're so beautiful. you're so sweet. i'm so sorry you feel this way about yourself. i wish you would have talked to me or someone. trust me when you're being hated on the best way to get over it is to not look at the comments. you're worth more than the comment section y/n. you don't need to look at it. you don't need to believe young girls that are in love with boys that are way older than them.
blakey bear awww
y/n crying- i just feel like such a burden on everyone. i mean riley had to move from her happy home because of my problem. yall all had to help us with a place to live because of my problems. ant you now have to take care of me and are legally my guardian and have to watch a 17 year old girl because of my problems. avani i don't want you to feel like you half to be my friend because of ant and my problems. blake noah and the other boys have to be my friend cause i basically just pushed my self in their home and they have no choice. and then josh you have to constantly worry about me and can't be happy doing your normal things because of me. you don't go out as much because of me. all of you guys have to worry about me and you guys have so much to do and stress out about already and i just make it worse. Yall all had to come to the hospital because of me. i'm so sorry.
she cry's into my chest.
me- no no no you have it all wrong. y/n you saved me. you don't make anything worse i've never been this happy. i don't go out as much because i would rather hang out with you then go to a party. I went to parties to distract my self and drown out my feelings and now i don't need to do that. i know where and who i want to be with and that's you and wherever you are. and not a single one of us had to go to the hospital we chose to. we care about you that's why we went. it's because we love you so much that we wanted to go sit quietly in a cold hospital room to be sure you're okay. please please please don't think you're a burden.
avani- josh is right babes i am not your friend because i feel like i have to be. i love you so f**king much. you are literally one of my favorite people in the world. i'm blessed that i get to know you. i wanted to know you're okay that's why i came to the hospital. like josh said because i love you.
ant- little bit... riley is happier here. you got her and griffin together. and riley would rather have you safe then her be happy I promise even though sometimes she's a b*tch. and i am so honored to be you're legal guardian. I want to take care of you i missed out of 16 years of your life. i missed you. i want to be there. i wish i would have been there. i wish i could have grown up with you. you make my life so much better. i can't imagine still wondering if id get to ever meet you and riley.
blake- im speaking for the whole house of guys. you make it so much better. we are so happy you came. the house is so much nicer, cleaner, more fun, friendly, and you make the best food. we love talking to you y/n. trust me us sway boys wouldn't talk to you and we wouldn't let josh date you if we didn't like you. we all love you.
noah- period we all love you.
y/n softly- thanks in advance love you guys too. i'm sorry.
all of us- don't be sorry.
me- i'm gonna tickle you everytime you say sorry
y/n puppy dog eyes me- please no.
ant- i love you little bit but i like the idea josh
y/n- fine
she crosses her arms.
avani- babe leave my wife alone or i'll have to get involved
ant- josh i don't like the idea.
y/n- yeah. thanks wifey.
i roll my eyes and kiss y/ns head.
i brush her hair out of her face with my fingers.
she looks up at me
she's so beautiful.
blake- you're such a simp
y/n blushes
me- did i say that out loud
noah- indeed you did
i shrug- oh well she is
avani- watch it josh she's mine
ant- watch it josh that's my baby sis.
me- avani she's mine. ant i'm sorry daddy
ant- shhh not in front of the girls dude
me- my bad my bad
we finally pull into the driveway.
ant- f*ck
me- what dude
ant- i was gonna stop and get food for us i'll just postmate it.  what we wanting
avani- i am craving rolls.
ant- so like where
me- babe what will you eat
y/n- i'm not really..
me- i don't care you're eating what do you want
y/n sighs- texas roadhouse has good rolls
avani- ooo it does that's what i want.
y/n- can i get a kids meal
me- sorry baby no you gotta eat and you didn't eat breakfast
she pouts
me- you want a steak or chicken
y/n- steak i guess. and mash potatoes and green beans.
i kiss her head- perfect good job.
blake- i want the 12 oz steak with macaroni and mash potatoes
y/n- i don't want 12 oz like 6 at most please.
i smile- okay baby.
ant- i might get you a 20 oz
y/n- bubba small steps please.
ant- im just kidding
avani- i want a steak but with mash potatoes and okra.
ant puts all of ours into his phone then goes inside and ask what everyone wants.
we all follow him.
y/n whispers to me- babe i want a shower
me- okay
me louder- guys we are gonna head upstairs call us down when food is here y/n wants a shower i have to edit
everyone says okay.
i follow her upstairs