reckless ~ Rudy Pankow

Part 3

I recognized him the second I stepped through the doors. That shaggy blonde hair I would know anywhere. I'm frozen in place. 

"Lulu, so glad you could make it" Jonas exclaims. 

He turns around, surprise evident in his piercing blue eyes

"Lemy" he whispers under his breath in shock. 

"Let's get to it shall we?" Jonas asks clueless

"Yeah! Of course, right." I say snapping out of  my trance

Rudy seems to shake it off as well. It's just acting, we can be professional, right? 

We were smooth. It's like nothing changed. We acted, and we seemed so in love. What Rudy and Jonas don't know is that I really am, still in love with him. 

"Hey, lemy, wait up" Rudy jogs after me. 

I wait for him to catch up. "H-hi Rudy. What's, um what's up" I stammer 

"I uh I really want to apologize. What I did in Alaska, it was so dumb and I ju-"

"RU!" I cut him off, "yeah, I'm still really upset, but um, we have to work together you know, I'll get over it so uh, friends?"

"Oh, yeah sure, friends" he responds with a half smile

I can't believe that just happened. My first love, my onscreen lover, my heartbreaker, the same person. Shit 

When I got home, I explained everything to mads and bails

"Are you gonna be ok?" Mads asks

"Yeah really, do you need anything?" Bails says

As much as I knew they were trying to help, I wanted to figure this out myself. I need to be civil with him. It goes both ways. 

Kooks n' pouges groupchat

Number: hi this is our cast gc. I added everyone. This is chase

Bails: Madison :)

Mads: Madeline/ Mads

Ruru 😚: Rudy 

Number: austin

Number: drew

Number: jd

Me: lulu

I quickly put in  everyone's names, and changed Rudy's back from the nickname I used to have for him. 

Chase: anyone want to come over to our apartment? Watch criminal minds and have just dance battles?

Mads: for sure! I know the girls are down

JD: we'll all the guys are already there, so yh...

I changed into my favorite grey sweatpants and a black tube top. Mads and bails were also in pjs as we headed next door. 

We didn't have a key, so I knocked on the door, which rudy answered 

"Hi" he breathed out, looking me up and down

"Hey" I responded blushing 

Mads and bails shared a look, knowing to question me later. We joined the boys on the couch, the only remaining spot next to rudy. I blushed again and sat down. He pulled his blanket over me, and (I don't know why) I moved into his shoulder making myself comfortable. 

Rudy's POV

Lulu. She's sitting here. Right here. Letting her go was the biggest mistake of my life. I still lover her and I know I need to tell her. Sometime much later in the night, the three girls walked back to their apartment. 

"Ok, what was up with that?" Chase asks, the rest nodding and smirking in agreement

"Look guys...it's kinda a long story" I tried

"We got plenty of time man don't worry" Austin says cheekily 

I roll my eyes and tell them. And then essentially...they yelled at me

"Guys! I know I'm trying to make this right I know" I yell out

I go off to sleep, and make a plan while meanwhile next door...

Lulu's POV

"Um what was that!" Bails exclaimed! 

"You looked pretty comfy earlier" mads smirks

"Ok, I know, I still have feelings for ru" I confess

"Ru?" Bails smirks

"Shut up!" I blush, "I really want to get him back, I don't even care what he did" I start to say

We end up giggling for a while, and head off to sleep.