Part 6

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It's been 4 months. We wrapped up season 1 of obx. Rudy and I were going strong. I thought. 

"Hey, uh lulu? Can we talk" Rudy asked me to his trailer after our last day of filming.

"Yeah of course" I smile

"Lemy, I really don't know how to do this. I- I caught feelings. For someone else. F-for bails. I don't know how it happened lulu, it just did. I'm so sorry" he stared at me. He wasn't sorry. I saw not pity, sorry, sadness in his eyes, just an eagerness for this conversation to be over.

"Uh ok, thanks for telling me Rudy. I understand" I try to add a smile. I don't understand. I did so much for him. 

WhEn I got to my apartment, I talked with bails. It wasn't fair for me to tell her not to date rudy, and she had a tiny crush on him forever. I tried to look on the positive sides; home with you blew up, I have more free time, and I have lots of new emotions. I take a hot shower, and plop into bed, ready to start writing. 

I talked to my agent, who I will meet up with to record, and post a few singles this week. Bye midnight, I have written an entire album that I will edit tomorrow. 

 In the morning, I get up early and pull on a cozy outfit to record in. After recording everything, I leave it to my team to edit the songs to make them sound really awesome.

 After recording everything, I leave it to my team to edit the songs to make them sound really awesome

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Caption: so I just stay numb and carry on...this song was written about a very important person in my life. The lyrics were written about a heartbreak at 18, but I'm releasing them now, for a heartbreak at 21. Stay numb and carry on- out in 2 days🤍


Hi everyone! This is my first ever story, so don't hate. Comment suggestions and please vote! 

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