Girl grennie

Chapter 8, Break up

~Time skip, 2 weeks~

(Your pov)

Those new weeks has been one of the most tough once I had. Telling Newt no to things we used to do is so hard and it hurts me seeing him hurt. Jeff's method aren't working that well because Newt's on my mind constantly. I keep thinking how confused and hurt he must be, but I didn't give up yet. The new grennie is a boy who's really out of space. He reminds me of Chuck in many ways and doesn't seem to like getting involved in what's happening with me and Newt. He is more of an explorer and loves to ask questions about the maze. He didn't get his name back and it's already been 2 weeks since he arrived. Boys tried hitting his head to trigger something, but it didn't work out. The greenie is young and maybe is 15 years old. I wouldn't say he's older.

I was helping out in the garden far away from where Newt worked having greenie to help me pick spices and other things for the kitchen. The greenie had short dark brown hair and a round face. His pale skin is having some adorable freckles on and his hazel brown eyes looked at me with worry. -You don't look happy, The grennie said putting the last leaf of the spice into his pick bag around his waist. -What you mean? I asked trying to play it off because I wasn't smiling as much anymore. I'm worried about Newt because he seem so down lately. -I heard boys talk about you and Newt. I don't think it's interesting, but it really seems to bother both of you. What's the deal? The greenie asked sitting down on the grass and I looked around myself to see if we were far enough from the rest. I stopped picking and sighed dropping down on the ground sitting. -I don't know what to do anymore. It feels like I got myself inbetween two walls and can't escape, I sighed rubbing my arm and the grennie nodded his head. -You always have an option right? Maybe it's hard to get through something, but you can always return to the main point. The last place you felt safe at. -Yeah the problem is that I don't think that this place is safe anymore. I have done things I wish I could turn back, but still don't want to do it. -Newt does have a really soft spot for you Liz. I know about the um problem, but if you explain things everything will be alright. He misses you just as much as you miss him, the greenie said softly and I looked back where boys picked weeds and Newt looked down at the ground not showing any emotion like for the past weeks. -You think it's a good idea? I been trying to get over it, I said looking at the greenie. -Did you lose slight of interest? Did any feeling change since you decided to get over it? The greenie asked shrugging his shoulders. -No, I said getting little surprised that they didn't. My feelings got stronger instead of weak. -That's how you know it's something really special. Whoever tries to turn you against Newt is jealous and wants to control you no matter what, The greenie said seriously and I played with my fingers getting nervous about this. This greenie is right. Jeff does all he can to make me avoid Newt. Am I getting manipulated?

-I got something really important to do, I said rising up and took off the bag around me walking away from the garden. -What about the work? Liz? The grennie asked worried and I walked to med-hut with an slightly angry step. Boys looked up when I walked by before they looked down again. Now it's time I ask really questions towards Jeff. He might be right, we won't work out.

I opened the med-hut door with an harsh swing and Jeff looked up from a book. -Hey Lizzy, Jeff said smiling warmly and I slammed the door close behind me. -Quick question. What do you think of Newt? I asked walking towards the table Jeff sat by. -I don't get it, Jeff said confused. -I don't know, you might not like him or you might be jealous, I said resting my hands on the wooden table being across Jeff who laughed at me. -Jealous? What are you talking about sweetie? I know he doesn't have a chance with you and you don't want him anymore, Jeff laughed and his laughter made me just angrier. -Are you sure? I asked making Jeff look at me seriously getting quiet. -Liz sweetie don't start again. How long does it take to get over a shuckface? Jeff asked getting serious. -Newt is not a shuckface, you are, I said strictly making Jeff rise up from his chair. -Say that again, he said coldly with anger rising in his voice. -From the damn beginning you have been trying to separate us. You are a jealous jerk who made me go against my best friend using the opportunity of my hesitation, I said slamming my hands against the table. -Not my fault Newt's dumb and doesn't see what he lost. Liz you are an amazing girl and you shouldn't waste your time for such imbecile like Newt who doesn't get any of your hints. Why won't you just open your heart for me instead? I can make you just as happy and even happier that Newt ever will. What do I miss to make me better than him? Jeff asked slamming his hands against the table.