───── ❝ 𝐈 𝐍𝐞𝐞𝐝 𝐘𝐨𝐮𝐫 𝐇𝐞𝐥𝐩 ❞ ─────
"I just don't get it." I said while tears are still rolling down my cheeks.
"Yhelle, calm down and tell us exactly what happened, okay?" I nodded at Aereen as I try and compose myself. "I love him, I love him so much."
"But he cheated on me, I-"
Pinipigilan kong umiyak but my tears keep on betraying me. Aereen came closer to me so she could hug me. "It's okay Yhelle we're here for you."
"Stop crying, he doesn't deserve someone like you."
Kaya ayaw na ayaw kong magexplain eh, I'll just end up crying.
"San ba ako nagkulang? Was I not enough? Kaya kinailangan niya pa magloko?"
"Sweetie, it's not your fault." Lumapit na din si Jewelle sakin frustration is visible on her face. "Siya yung hindi marunong makuntento sa kung anong meron siya, don't put the blame on yourself."
"Jewelle's right, he doesn't even deserve you anyway."
"Yhelle, wala tayong magagawa, it was his choice na sayangin ka."
Sa wakas naman at nagsalita na si Jasmine. Akala ko pumunta lang para makikain eh.
"You're right. Wala na 'ko ibang magagawa, but to move on and accept it."
"Yhelle, trust me, after a week lalandi kana ulit HAHAHAHA." Jasmine remarked before filling her mouth with popcorn.
"Alam mo medyo may tama ka, pero putangina mo paden sagad."
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It has been a week since nalaman ko ang panlolokong ginawa sa'kin ni Mico and yeah, Jas was right. After a week, I seem to be doing great for someone who got cheated on, but no hindi ako lumandi agad. I'm not yet ready ipagpalit ulit or ipagsabay or whatever.
Everything was going smoothly, not until I received a message from Mico saying he misses me.
Wala sa dugo namin ang karupukan so I just replied to him with a thank you.
-
"Napaka kapal naman ng bubol ng putanginang yan."
As always sinabi ko sakanila Jewelle ang pagpaparamdam sakin ng gagong si Mico.
"Naiinis ako gusto ko siya kalbuhin." Pinanood ko lang sila na magdabog telling me the juicy details on how they'd torture him.
"Let's just kill him and make it look like an accident." Natahimik kaming lahat as if we were thinking about the possibilities sa suggestion ni Jewelle. "If only murder was legal, just for one day." but it isn't and I don't want to cause anymore disappointments to the family so pass tayo dyan.
-
It's been a month now and Mico is still sending me messages acting like we're still together.
He's making my head hurt 24/7.
Lalo na kagabi, he kept on insisting that he'll comeback for me at mapapasakanya ulit ako. Sa sobrang inis ko tuluyan ko na siyang blinock once and for all.
Kinuha ko na lahat ng gamit ko and pinuntahan si Mom sa kwarto niya. "Mom, I'm going to stay the night at Jewelle's. I already asked dad and he said okay."
"It's already dark out sweetie, gusto mo ba na ihatid kita?"
"Mom, I'll be fine I can drive now remember?"
"Okay just making sure drive safely. I love you. "
"I will mom, love you too bye."
As soon as I got to my car I saw Mico standing next to it. "Hi, baby. Did you miss me?" He smirked
Iww kala mo kung sinong gwapo.
"No, I did not miss you. Ano bang ginagawa mo dito?"
He came closer to me attempting to hug me so I slapped him.
"What are you doing?! Hindi ba dapat kasama mo si Michele?!"
"Yhelle naman, let's not talk about her please." Tinulak ko nalang siya palayo at sumakay na sa kotse ko.
That jerk, anong inaakala niya sakin? back up plan pag hindi sila nagwork out ng pinalit niya sakin HAHA bullshit.
Malapit na ako sa bahay nila Jewelle when I noticed na sinusundan pala ako ng sasakyan ni Mico. Buti nalang wala akong pake kaya pinagpatuloy ko lang ang pagdadrive. "Yhelle wai-" It happened so fast. I don't even know kung bakit ambilis niya nakalabas sa sasakyan niya.
"Shit Mico!" Lumabas ako to check if he's okay.
He suddenly ran infront of my car for fucks sake of course he's not okay.
He's bleeding... a lot.
Oh my god is he dead?
Damn it what do I do
Walang masyadong nakatira sa daan pamunta kila Jewelle so there's barely any houses here except the abandoned hospital.
"Jewelle, I need your help." I was already panicking and the first thing I did was call Jewelle.
"What? I thought you were on your way?"
"Don't ask questions, just come. Malapit ako sa abandoned hospital."
"Okay wait I'm on my way."
"Please hurry."
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Jewelle, together with Aereen and Jasmine finally came "Bitch, what did you do?!"
" It was an accident I promise I didn't mean to, bigla nalang siy-"
"Is he dead?" Lumapit si Jasmine at Aereen kung nasaan si Mico. "He's still alive." Jasmine muttered after she checked his pulse. "Charot, he's definitely dead. Dead as hell HAHAHA."
"What the fuck?! Jas!"
"Anong gagawin natin sakanya?"
"We should call the cops." Aereen suggested just like the responsible ate she is. "Or~, let's just bury him." Then again ayan na ang kagaguhan ni Jewelle.
-
We all got ready to go to bed and we're now laying next to each other.
"Yhelle."
"Yeah?" I turned my head to Jasmine.
"Next time you're going to commit a murder," she started off.before Jas could even continue tinapos na ni Jewelle ang dapat niyang sabihin. "Pwede ba na isama mo kami sa murdering part and not just the burying the body part."
Nagtawanan nalang kami, and I couldn't help but think, why is this all normal to us?
"We should all rest." Aereen demanded.
"Goodnight you psychopaths, next time I need to murder someone I'll call you right away."
