Alycia Debnam Carey (gxg)

Alycia

This imagine will be based of the song Traitor by Olivia Rodrigo so i suggest listening to the song while reading this.

Y/N pov:

I'm laying on the couch of my girlfriends house Alycia waiting excitedly for her to come home. I'm surprising her, we were in a long distance relationship but i couldn't take having her so far away so i decided that i'd move to LA so she could continue filming with me nearby. I rented an apartment near her house and moved into it already but since i have a spear key to her house i decided to use it and wait for her inside. I always knew there was someone else she was in love with but i never had the guts to let her go. I loved her too much.

Brown guilty eyes and little white lies
Yeah, I played dumb but I always knew
That you'd talk to him, maybe did even worse
I kept quiet so I could keep you

I hear the front door opening and giggling from outside so i quickly lay down on the couch and pretend to be asleep. I couldn't deal with this right now. As soon as they get in the house i recognize the voice to be one of her exes Ryan. She told me i had nothing to worry about and the she only loved me. Lies. They make their way to the living room and they're found with a supposedly sleeping Y/N. Alycia quickly motions Ryan to leave as she gives him one last peck on the lips. As he leaves the house Alycia soon picks me up and carries me to the bedroom. I act as if i'm waking up and wrap my arms around her neck.

"Hey love, i'm so happy to have you here." Alycia says with a slight smile on her face.

And ain't it funny
How you ran to her
The second that we called it quits?

My urge to cry slowly building up as i hear those words come out of her mouth. Pure lies. Id rather be told the truth than to be living in a lie. I try to keep my tears in and smile not sure if its enough to make her believe i'm okay.

And ain't it funny
How you said you were friends?
Now it sure as hell don't look like it

"Yeah me too" My voice breaks and I soon nuzzle my face in her neck knowing that it might be the last time.

She puts me down on the bed and lifts my chin up with her finger to make me look at up at her and my tears start streaming down my face. She sits down next to me and pulls me close to her letting me cry on her not knowing shes the reason why i'm crying. I just let her hold me for a few more seconds before looking up at her. I cup her face with my hands and place a soft kiss on her lips before pulling away and i look up at her again.

"Why?" I say tears threatening to spill once again.

You betrayed me
And I know that you'll never feel sorry
For the way I hurt, yeah
You'd talk to her
When we were together
Loved you at your worst
But that didn't matter

"Why what Y/N?" She says locking her eyes with mine.

"Why him? I mean if you weren't happy with me why not break it off?" Tears now streaming down my face.

Her eyes widen at the fact that i know shes been with him the entire time. She separates her lips to speak but nothing comes out. She sits there in silence guilt taking over her. She breaks eye contact with me and looks down. She feels guilty. I can tell.

It took you two weeks
To go off and date her
Guess you didn't cheat
But you're still a traitor

"Why didn't you tell me? All i want is for you to be happy and if that's not with me then- Then I guess this won work out." As soon as those words left my mouth I break down completely. I wipe the tears of my face and look at her. "Alycia I see the way you look at him. Like hes a trophy. It was once the way that you looked at me."

Now you bring her around
Just to shut me down
Show her off like she's a new trophyAnd I know if you were true
There's no damn way that you
Could fall in love with somebody that quickly

"Say something!¨ I now yell trying to get something out of her"

"I'm sorry Y/N I just- You were just so far away and he was there and you weren't."

Ain't it funny
All the twisted games
All the questions you used to avoid?Ain't it funny?
Remember I brought her up
And you told me I was paranoid

"I wish there was something i could do to make you love me again"

"Y/N I do love you I'm sorry I wasn't thinking."

"No Alycia if you loved me you wouldn't have ran to him!"

"I'm sorry Y/N!"

"You betrayed me and i know that you'll never feel sorry for the way i hurt yeah you'd talk to him when we were together, loved you at your worst but that didn't matter. It took you two weeks to go off and date him"

"Y/N I- please don't leave me.

God, I wish that you had thought this through
Before I went and fell in love with you
(Ah-ah-ah)
When she's sleeping in the bed we made
Don't you dare forget about the way

"You should've thought of that before you went and ran to Ryan" My heart hurts it feels like ive been stabbed a million times. I want to just run into her arms and hold her. Just hold her asnd never let go but i can't.

"Y/N I-"

"Alycia save it, it'll hurt less if you just admit that you never loved me."

"But i did, I still do i don't know what came over me i was scared of being alone." I knew this Alycia was always terrified of ending up alone and that scared me because it means no matter how much she loves me, if i'm far away she'll find someone else.

"I know that! That's why i moved to LA Alycia!"

You betrayed me
'Cause I know that you'll never feel sorry
For the way I hurt, yeah
You'd talk to her
When we were together
You gave me your word
But that didn't matter

"What? You never told me this Y/N- When?"

"'That's why I'm here. I was going to surprise you by telling you I got an apartment right across from you." I say frowning at my words knowing that i now have to live seeing her every day knowing she's with someone else.

It took you two weeks
To go off and date her
Guess you didn't cheat
But you're still
You're still a traitor (ah-ah-ah)
Yeah, you're still a traitor

"I'm sorry" Alycia says

"yeah well i am too"

I walk close to her pulling her into a tight embrace. Holding her close to me one last time. "I love you" I said. I wish things would've ended differently. I cup her face and kiss her like if the world was going to end. Maybe in another life we'll be together once again.

God, I wish that you had thought this through
Before I went and fell in love with you.

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A/n- Hi guys sorry this was rushed and its not read proof yet. Any mistakes will be fixed anyways hope you enjoyed have a nice day