Alycia Debnam Carey (gxg)

Alycia

A/n: This will be a part two to my last imagine.

Y/n pov:

I walk out of Alycia's apartment making my way to my own apartment. With shaky hands I open my apartment door and make my way inside closing the door behind me. I walk over to the couch and lay down looking at the ceiling. My thoughts start taking over me. I did everything i could to make her happy yet it still wasn't enough. Soon enough the sun starts to rise. It's been a few hours and all i want to do is cry.

——Time skip——

It's been a few days since Alycia and I broke up. I don't have the energy to get up. I haven't been eating. I look horrible. All my motivation is gone. I'm currently sitting on my couch with boxes laying around apartment. I haven't had the energy to unpack. Sometimes i wish that i would've broke it off sooner before i fell in love with her but i couldn't bring myself to do it. I hadn't realized i started crying, i let the tears stream down my cheeks before i heard a knock at my door. I quickly wiped my tears away and opened the door revealing a puffy eyed Alycia. Her hair was messy, Her eyes were red, glassy and puffy.

"Why are you here" I asked. I was upset and mad at her because i did everything i could to make her happy.

"Because i miss you Y/n, I miss us."  My heart ached as she spoke.

"Yeah well you've got Ryan now" Saying these words broke me.

"I don't want Ryan Y/n, i want you, i need you, if i go one more day without you i think i'll go crazy"

"You should've thought about it before you went and cheated on me with Ryan. I gave you everything Alycia! Everything i could! I loved you, I spoiled you, i moved here and then I found out that you were with somebody else! And yet I'm still here Loving you, hoping that this is all a dream and that soon i'll wake up with you by my side!" I was full on sobbing at this point. My vision was blurry from all the tears filling my eyes.

"Y/n, I'm sorry I- I love you. I did something stupid and I promise it'll never happen again. I broke it off with Ryan and told him I didn't want to see him again. I don't want Ryan, I want you. It's always been you. If i could marry you right now i would. You're my only one Y/n"

I wanted to jump into her arms right now and just hold her. For a brief second i thought, What if i just went back to her but nothing will assure me that she won't do it again. Even still, all i could do was hug her. I ran and i held her tight. She was my everything. It's only been a week and everything has been falling apart without her. I hate that i'm so vulnerable when it comes to her. She makes me weak. I held her tight, sobbing as i did and the only thing i could think about is how happy it makes me that she came back, even when i know that this might not be the last time she cheats. I love her.

"I missed you." Is all i could manage to say

"Me too Y/n, I promise that if you give me another chance i won't mess it up. I love you and only you."

"If you betray me again-" I started to speak again but she cut me off"

"I won't, I promise"

I really hope she doesn't cheat again. Hell i know that if she does it again I'll probably keep going back to her just because i love her; But i really hope that doesn't happen. She's addictive like a drug, She's like my oxygen, I can't breathe without her, I feel lost when i'm not with her. I feel stupid for being so weak when it comes to her but ... i can't help it. I can't help but love her and She may be a traitor, but she's my traitor.

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A/n: Hi guyss sorry i took so long to post but here it is, I know this is short but i'll be making more soon so bear with me. Anyways have a great day <3