𝙰𝚍𝚖𝚒𝚛𝚊𝚋𝚕𝚎 || 𝙰𝚖𝚊𝚐𝚞𝚓𝚒

💄𝙲𝚑𝚊𝚙𝚝𝚎𝚛 22: 𝙼𝚊𝚔𝚎𝚘𝚟𝚎𝚛 𝙰𝚝𝚝𝚎𝚖𝚙𝚝💄

Panic attackish warning so don't read if triggered

Korekiyo POV:

Shirogane grabs the cupcakes and a bag that seems to have cans of some type inside, along with the pan of cupcakes and everyone goes to sit down at her table. "Ok so I bought frosting and food dye, what colors should we dye it?" She asks us. "Yellow! Oh and red and green! All the colors!" Yonaga shouts. "Red is pretty," Yumeno agrees. Chabashira opens the colors and separates the icing into many piping bags. Everyone else grabs a bag and a cupcake, and Shirogane gives a pair to me as well.

They all start doing something and I genuinely have no idea what I'm doing. "Huh? Oh, here let me show you!" Yonaga grabs the bag and my hands at the same time and starts doing something I don't completely understand. "There you go!" She then shoves a container of something into my hand. "Put these on it, it'll look pretty," she then focuses back on her cupcake.

I look into the container she gave me to see something shiny. I guess if she gave it to me it's fine, so I put it on the cupcake. "I'm done and so is Himiko!" Chabashira yells. "Nyahaha, I happen to be done as well!" Yonaga shouts and every girl shows off what they made. "That's pretty Shinguji-kun!" Shirogane punches me in the arm. "Right, makeover timeeee!" She yells and drags us all to her bedroom.

Suddenly everyone is running around, pulling out drawers and boxes of things. Yumeno and I are sitting on the floor, watching everyone else run around.

They all sit down and put a bunch of makeup supplies and hair items on the floor. "Wait wait wait, How are we gonna give Shinguji-chan a makeover if half of his face is covered?" Yonaga asks. "Hm? Oh, well I'm not one to do 'makeovers', but I can help all of you," I respond. "Got it, do you know how to braid hair?" She asks again. "Yes in fact I do, I had to braid-" I stop myself. I do not need to bring that up, this is not related to her, keep her out of your mind.

"Ooo great! Braid mine! And Yumeno-Chan I'll do your hair!" Shirogane sits in front of me and beckons Yumeno over to her lap. "Alright... come here I wanna braid your hair to," Yonaga yells at Chabashira. "Wait we need music!" Chabashira grabs her phone and taps a few things before some sort of trashy pop starts to play from the speakers. I grab a brush from the cluster of products beside me and begin brushing out her hair.

"Soooo literally nothing is happening in school!" Yumeno complains. Shirogane reaches and grabs a curling iron to curl Yumeno's hair. "I know right? Even Atua is bored!" Yonaga sighs. "Well apparently some girl snuck into a boys bathroom and got herself suspended," Shirogane points out. "Wait seriously? I didn't know you could get suspended by that," Yumeno remarks.

"Well why would a woman want to sneak into a degenerate's bathroom? She must have been drugged or something" Chabashira defends the woman in the situation, like usual. "Nope, pretty sure she wanted to see her boyfriend or something"
Shirogane responds.

I look down to grab a hair tie, but when I look up the lighting seems to be different. The blue hair I was previously braiding was now...a dark teal green. Wait- no. No no. I'm- that's...No no no not right now please- she's not here she's not here she isn't here she's-

"Shinguji-Chan?" I look up to see Yonaga above me, and the lights back to normal. "Ah, yes Yonaga?" I respond. "Oh, well you were shaking and Atua told me something was wrong, are you alright?" I notice they're all looking at me, either confused or worried. "I am fine, don't worry," I smile, not that they can really see it but the sentiment is there. "Okay! Also I found face masks in the bathroom, who wants one?" She asks and everyone else nods excitedly.

I tie up Shiroganes hair then sit back while they all rush to the bathroom to put the masks on while I wait. They then rush out and back onto Shiroganes bed. "We should watch a movie," Yumeno says and grabs onto Chabashira's arm. "Oooh how about Coraline?" Chabashira asks and everyone nods. "Hey I don't know if this is mean or anything but why do you wear the mask?" Shirogane asks me. The lights flicker yet again. "...personal reasons, I prefer not to elaborate." Shirogane looks a bit upset but drops the subject.

Chabashira puts on the movie, and everyone seems happy. But...this just doesn't feel right. I haven't been around a female besides..well..her. It doesn't help Yumeno turned off the lights, which gives the room that atmosphere. I debate grabbing my phone, but I don't want to disrupt any of them. Shirogane leans against me and- "why are you hanging out with other girls Kiyo Kiyo? You don't like me?" I hear sisters voice faintly echo in my head. This room doesn't look right, none of this looks right. "Answerrr me Kiyo! You know what happens when you don't answer" I hear her again, but louder.

"I-I apologize but I must leave the room for a minute, I'll be back," I try to maintain composure. "Wait what are you oka-" I hear Shirogane start, but I run to the nearest bathroom before I can hear her finish. I lock the door and lean against it, falling to the ground. "God damn it why can't you let me have one thing?!" I whisper to mostly myself. Part of me knows she isn't here, but...I feel myself begin shake violently.
Wow just hanging out with girls has got you this way? Pathetic.
"Shut it, I'm not.."
Other people can spend entire lifetimes with women and you can't handle a few hours.
"T-that...no, no I'm not doing this."
Not doing what? You can't get rid of me, I'm inside your brain.

Suddenly I hear a knock at the door behind me. "Shinguji-kun? Are you alright?"

1035 words!

So I may or may not have died momentarily but I'm back! Sorry for leaving for a quick minute but I mean here take this. Oh yeah I also have a new bandaid story up so go check that out. Hope you enjoy this, dear reader <3
-Sphinx