You are not a burden

Namjoon

When they arrived home and Yoongi parked the car in front of their house, Ms Kim came outside to check up on them, to ask them how it went. She was about to greet them when Y/N quickly made her way to the house. She wasn't in the mood to talk. She felt things inside but didn't at the same time. She was confused. Running off like this might've been rude towards Ms Kim but she promised herself to make it up to her.

When Ms Kim noticed how Y/N avoided talking and even looking at her, she assumed something had happened. Maybe the doctor said something that made her sad or angry. Maybe something else happened. Who knows? Certainly not Ms. Kim.

When she glanced at Yoongi with a questionable look on her face, he sighted. "Don't take it personally. She probably mad at me." Yoongi said, looking down. He cursed himself for kissing Y/N. It didn't feel bad, but he know he shouldn't have done it.

"Why?" Ms. Kim asked clueless, her eyes speaking curiosity. Yoongi looked at her for a short moment. "Because I keep trying to win her over." He answered. He felt troubled by the fact Y/N was angry at him.

Ms. Kim stared at him while wondering what could've have happened. "What did you do?" The question was already out before she even realised. Maybe she shouldn't meddle with their personal romance. Yoongi didn't seem to mind Ms. Kim's curiosity but answered a bit distant. "I've crossed the line."

Yoongi slowly stepped towards the front door of his house, making it obvious for Ms. Kim he wanted to go inside. She said her goodbyes and went to her own house. As Yoongi came in, he noticed the door to Y/N's room was closed. He went closer to it and gave a soft knock. "Y/N are you in there?" There was no reply.

Altho she didn't answer, Yoongi knew she was in there. She couldn't be anywhere else. "Are you okay? Can you come out for a bit?" He asked, waiting for her voice to speak up. Unfortunately there was no reply again.

"Y/N?" His voice was soft. He was desperate for answer. It stayed silent for a few more seconds, until she opened the door a little bit, looking up at him. "What is it that you want?" She asked, the sound of her voice hinted sharpness.

"I want to apologise for my actions earlier. I'm sorry I've taken advantage of you." He said, looking down. He was a bit angry at himself. Y/N didn't say anything at his words but she felt better now that he apologised. However, she liked the kiss. "It's uhm... it's okay." She didn't know why but she suddenly got shy and looked down. If all the shit that happened hadn't took place, she would probably be blushing like crazy while thinking about what happened in the car.

After a short silence, Yoongi decided to speak again. This time it was another subject. "Are you up to do something with me?" He asked carefully. Y/N looked up at him and saw he looked away. "Do something? Like what?" She asked, hiding her curiosity.

"Oh uh... I don't know like going outside or something. Something you'd like to do." He asked, feeling shy. Y/N looked at him, feeling troubled. "Sorry Yoongi but..." She looked down before continuing her sentence. "I'd prefer to stay in my room and rest."

He didn't say anything at first but after a few seconds of silence he managed to speak. "Oh I see. It's okay." He started. He didn't know what to feel at the moment she closed her door with an apologetic smile towards him.

A few hours passed and neither Y/N or Yoongi did something productive. As she said, Y/N was resting in her room and Yoongi was just playing some piano. Time slowly went by. The afternoon had almost come to an end when suddenly the bell rang.

The sound went through the whole house and both stopped doing what they were doing. Y/N came out of her room while Yoongi walked to the front door. He opened it and was pleased by the man on the other side. As soon as he saw him, he couldn't hide a small smile. "Namjoon, it's great to see you."