You are not a burden

Arrangement

The atmosphere was pretty awkward for the next moments. Namjoon and his aunt didn't know what they just had witnessed and Y/N felt really embarrassed. When Yoongi came back from the restroom, he didn't say much. He also avoided to look at Y/N and say a thing to her. Maybe he was angry, maybe it was something else. Y/N didn't know.

What she did know, was that she was happy when she was back home. When she could get in her bed. She wanted to sleep. To sleep the awkwardness and embarrassment away. However, she knew that if she wanted to have a good rest, she needed to talk to Yoongi before he went to bed. So when she was about to put herself in bed, she thought that maybe she could use this as an excuse to talk to him.

She opened the door of her bedroom and searched for him. "Yoongi?" She softly said. Her eyes scanning the room. She didn't see him. Was he already sleeping? Slowly with her wheelchair, she went to the stairs. "Yoongi?" She repeated while looking up.

When he heard his name being called so softly and sweet, his heart started pounding. Since the small accident from the restaurant, she felt so close. He's scared to cross the line again so he kinda avoided her a bit. "What is it Y/N?" He slowly answered. He didn't know what to do. He didn't want to avoid her, especially not when she sounds so pure and heartwarming yet so fragile.

He slowly peeked out of his room and saw her looking up at him from down the stairs. "Can you... help me out?" She asked softly, her eyes meeting his. "Yes of course." He answered and went some stairs down. "What do you need help with?" He added, looking in her eyes but when their gazes met, he quickly looked away.

"I need you to.... Uhm... to do something! Yeah!" Y/N didn't know what to say. She felt awkward, especially because she didn't have anything he could help with yet she could ask for many things. "What is it?" He responded and looked at her nervousness and awkwardness. She wanted to talk with him about what happened earlier, he just knew. He could sense it all.

"Can you uhm... Do you know where my favourite book is? I can't find it anywhere." She innocently smiled at him, feeling weird things inside. "But Y/N... it's in your room, next to your bed." He said. It was strange. Yoongi knew she wouldn't ask for help so easily and he knew where her book was because he laid it there himself before they went with Namjoon. He just knew that what he was thinking, was correct. She wanted to talk about the accident, making sure he was okay and to apologise.

"Oh..." She let out. It was a bit silent after that while Yoongi slowly came down more and went to sit on the stairs. His face was now on the same height as hers so he could easily look her in the eye. Y/N looked down, not knowing what to say. Yoongi was studying her gaze. He knew she wanted to talk and he knew that she didn't know how to start it, so he decided to gave her some help. "What is it Y/N? Why did u call for me?"

"I- uh..." She made herself look smaller and kept looking down. She felt his gaze on her skin, on her hair. She felt it everywhere. As if it was tickling down her spine. She didn't know how and why she felt all those things. She didn't even know what she felt but she wanted to apologise. "I just want to say I'm sorry." She slowly said, still looking down.

Yoongi sighed. "It's okay Y/N, you don't need to feel bad." His voice was soft and it made Y/N look at him. Two pairs of eyes met each other. Yoongi smiled softly. "Just think of it as a punishment from earlier when I kissed you in the car." He responded and kept looking in her eyes as pretty as they were.

"No, no." She started while looking down again. "It's not fine. I-" Yoongi was quick to interrupt her, making her look up again. "Believe me Y/N, it's alright. You don't have to worry." He said, but she wasn't done yet. "But your suit, it's all ruined." Before she could say anything more, Yoongi had it all fixed. "It'll wash out." He smiled at her.