My Kitten (Smut)

Adrenaline pt 1

Y/N pov

I woke up and tried untangled myself from J. He had like a death grip on me. I managed to escape and place a pillow in my absence. I crept towards the bathroom and started my morning routine. I started the shower and hopped in when it was at the perfect temperature. I started singing a song that was playing in my head.
Once I finished showering I hopped out and wrapped my towel around my body and did my hair and face routine. I went towards my closet quickly and picked an outfit out. I want to join J on his business meetings. So I picked my outfit that screams business, of course it'll have to be approved by J. I went back towards the bathroom and finished getting ready and headed to the kitchen.

I want to be on J's good side so that he can take me on his business. I don't wanna be known as just J's bitch. I eat and made some left overs for J and brought it to the table. I placed a cup of coffee infront of the plate, and headed over to get myself a cup of coffee.
"Goodmorning princess" j whispered into my ear while wrapping his arms around me from behind. "Goodmorning J" I said with a giggle. I turned to look at him and he was dressed for business.

J's pov

"Why did I wake up to a pillow in my arms and not you?" I asked her with a playful glare. That's when I noticed she wasn't in her usual clothing. Hmmm what is she up to?
"You see J, I had to get ready and I know you want to hold me so I used a pillow." She explained. I hummed and went to go take a seat.
"You made me breakfast? and why are you dressed like that?" I asked with suspicion. She started to look nervous and came over and sat on my lap.

Y/N pov

I sat on his lap and started to explain. "Look J, I really wanna go on a business deal with you. I don't want to be known as a little girl who the Joker sticks up for. I want people to fear me, for being me." It took all of my confidence to tell him. He sat there nodding his head slowly. "Ya think you're ready for that kitten?" J asked me. I nodded my head and he said "we shall start today. And by the way, you'll always be my girl that I stick up for, because you're mine." I giggled in response and sipped on my coffee.

For the rest of the day J was preparing for what will go down during tonight's deal after a couple hours J told me to grab my things and meet him in the car. I ran to grab my belongings and met j in the car. For the rest of the night I felt good. The system was pretty easy, you don't like that they are saying or doing you shoot them. Simple. This bitch was flirting with me and calling me a useless bitch, I'll show him, I grabbed J's gun and pointed at the mans forehead.
BANG!
the man dropped dead. Holy fuck. What did I just do? And why do I have a instant shock of adrenaline? All of a sudden I felt that wave take over and I couldn't help myself. I went on a killing rampage. I don't know what I'm doing but I liked it. Before I knew it I was out the door yelling at people.

Jokers pov

I ran after, what gotten into her? I've never seen her like this. It's like something took over her. I found her down the street in a ally screaming and sobbing to a dead guy I assume she killed. I ran up to her and held her. She instantly rolled into a ball in my arms. "Shhh, it's okay princess, what's wrong?" I tried calming her. She couldn't catch her breath, so I scooped her up and carried her to the car. We arrived home and he was refusing to talk to me. I carried her inside and brought her upstairs onto the bed. I didn't get a word out of her all night. "Goodnight kitten, tomorrow will be a better day." I said to her while kissing her forehead.