Warning⚠️ #suicidenote...
》I'm nothing you can be proud of right now.
But I promise I pray for good from God everyday I bow.
Neither great like elder sis, I can't earn.
Nor smart like another sis, I can't learn.
I'm stupid my brain is small.
I know I'm nothing good at all.
I've a bad mouth, and worst temper.
I know I'm good-for-nothing and vulgar.
Its not like I never try.
But whatever I do, I end up making you cry.
I don't know what to do, or where to go.
I ask of you to please bare with me a little more so.
I just wanted to be called your daughter one day.
Not because you birthed me, but in a proud way.
I hate myself every now and then.
That's why I hid myself in room like den.
I wonder if God is upset, or if I wasn't supposed to be born.
Maybe that's why I always bring you harm.
I'm sorry, I'm wrong I want to apologize.
But its always late everytime I realize.
You don't have to forgive me, I don't deserve.
My destination is hell, because of what I've served.
Now that I know heavens won't accept me.
I don't have to wait for natural death to come to me.
Please wait for a little so I can gather courage.
Then I'll leave this world, so you can enjoy peace not a rage.
HGK_Writes...
