Banal [Completed]

Chapter 10

You had dropped our little "date" for someone else. It was a bit upsetting, but I tried not to care about it. I was not letting your story ruin my day.

A few days had passed, and I talked about my situation about you with Friend 2. They told me that my relationship with you wasn't good or healthy at all. They said that what ever happened to you didn't work out with someone, so you would just come to me and "use" me. Friend 2 said that they didn't want anything happening to me, they didn't want me to end up being stringed into something I didn't want, and said that they would protect me. I smiled and thanked them for helping me, for listening.

I understood. What ever happened to your main, or other people wouldn't work out, you'd come to me.

And I was too nice to realize that it was happening.

For you, I only existed when you "needed" or "wanted" me.

So I decided to tell my mom about you and I. And I told her that I wouldn't want to meet up with you again. And she agreed, saying that it was good that I shouldn't, she understood too that it was unhealthy to continue being "friends".

It had been a few days since we spoken. I knew I had to talk to you or else things would just happen all over again.

This time, I confronted you.

I had asked you why you wanted a second date when you said we should stay as friends, but I also said that we should stay as friends, that I was only there when I was needed, and how much it sucked being left on read.

You agreed that we should end everything and stay as friends.

But you never answered my question.

After that, you had removed me from your follows, and stopped following, somehow proving my point.

Even though I wanted to be the one to do all that, I just couldn't care.

I was free.

Free from the loop.

And that's all that mattered to me.