𝐄𝐧𝐝𝐠𝐚𝐦𝐞

chapter 14 <3

Guys i'm really sorry i haven't updated it's been kinda a rough week but it'll be back to random uploads from know.

Also this update isn't really that long but it's smth :)

Lexi's Pov

We were still at school and it was know lunch time and i sat straddling Paxton as he sat in the bleachers.

I couldn't believe it. Paxton Hall Freakin Yoshida wanted me out of all people to be his girl friend.

"Baby are you okay." he asked.

I lifted up my head and smiled at him. "I'm perfect baby.I just can't believe it."

"Well we were already basically dating it was just a matter of time before we put the label in it." he smiled.

"I know :)."

------ 3 days later.

"I said no! Absolutely not." Paxton yelled from across his room.

"But why not! It'll be so much fun plus you would be there the whole time." I complained.

Rebecca had finally finished working on her bikini line and had asked me to model for some of her plus size bikinis.

I was usually a Large or Extra large in tops and bottoms. I was actually really excited but Paxton didn't want me to do it.

"I don't see why your so upset about it." I said while crossing my arms.

"Maybe Lexi because there's a lot of males and females to buy from Rebeccas shop and some go to our school. She also has people who promote it and you'd be on it so no." He said taking a seat across from me.

"Think about it tho. I would technically be a model and she asked a lot of people to model for her." I think he was missing that part." Besides, she asked you to be in it and you said yes and a whole bunch of girls will see your abs and i didn't say shit."

"I'm sorry but no. I don't like the idea of guys getting to see your ass." he said.

"Yea but they wouldn't be able to say anything cause you'd be there with me." I smiled."Why can't i do. You where a speedo for practice and girls always look there." I said motioning towards his area.

He sat there and rolls his eyes." That's different. I have to walk around in a speedo for swim so they've seen as much as they could already." he yelled.

"Not true. Depends who've you had sex with."I said back. As soon as i said it i immediately regretted it.

He looked me dead in the eyes and a look of hurt wash over his face.

I immediately felt bad. Gosh damn it why would i say that. I know it was before us but still.

"You know that those relationships were never real. I told you everything you'd wanted to know. Why can't you just forget it?." He said.

I put my hands over my face trying to calm myself down. "I know i'm sorry i don't know why i even said that i'm sorry baby."

I went to give him a hug but he moved away before i could.

"Baby when your mad you bring that up. You bring up who i've slept with and i don't like it. Why do you keep doing that." He wasn't wrong. 2 days ago we had this same conversation.

"I know i'm sorry. It's just sometimes i feel like i can't give you that because i'm not ready and i know it was before. us i don't know why i keep doing that you don't deserve it." I said with the tears that threatened to fall.

"It's okay but baby you can't keep doing this. If there's a problem you can't just keep trying to put the blame on me and my past." He said.

"I know i'll stop j didn't mean to." I said while sipping the tears.I'm so stupid i shouldn't have ever said that. I can't get mad because he didn't know me.

"Don't cry baby. If we do the photo shoot together and you stay with me 110% of the time. Then we can do it together." He said.

I turned to look him in the eyes. "Really!"

He chuckled." Yes baby."

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As i said this chapter wasn't gonna be long.

Am i aware that this chapter gave pick me vibes yes 100% but there's a reason promise 😂.