When I get to my car I unlock the door and take a deep breath and let it out wiping out all thoughts of Daniel, since I'm still pissed off with him and instead I think about what Sara said about wanting me to read this new book to her. I smile to myself remembering the night she asked me what I was reading on my kindle while in bed and I read the book description to her in case she wanted to read it for herself later and she ended up loving me read that small description and wanted me to read to her next time I start a new book. Shaking my head I start my car and buckle my seat belt and I can see it now. I'd be sitting with this new book and Sara will be close by waiting for me to read aloud. I would of course and I'd read something and get pissed so bad with his thoughts towards Bella or any female character and they'll be all negative or sexist and I'll end up burning the book. I kidding really, but I know I'll just put my book away and read something else. I know she would bug me and tell me it's just a book and I know if end up buying it on tape for us to listen to instead.
I start driving and I think back to when I started reading Twilight Fanfiction after a friend of mine told me about the site, and how much better some of the stories are on it. I was hooked the first time I read different versions of Twilight. I also, read other versions of Bella with other male characters and most weren't bad and I actually liked reading them. I still couldn't stand Edward in any of them because of his ever-loving beliefs never change and he was always so worried about her soul, etc. I really hated the stories where he attacked her the most and there are a lot.
What really surprised me was the stories where Bella was gay or when she had a penis or both. Those stories really opened my eyes and helped me with my own feeling and I discovered I was gay. It was eye-opening and I would find myself reading any version where Bella was gay. This was around the time when I had started dating boys during my summers home from an all girl's boarding school and I realized I had been crushing on certain girls at my school and when the summer was over...so was my dating boys.
Realizing I was a lesbian made hating Edward make so much sense and I couldn't believe how many girls loved Edward or was team, Edward.
It was later in college when friends would mention the Twilight movies and how the girls who loved Edward would now mention how toxic their relationship was based on their own relationships and comparing them. Some even starting bashing Edward whenever he was talked about or watched on DVD. I think it's funny how so many girls use to love Bella and Edward's love story and now with everyone older and they still love the story but dislike and even some dislike Bella.
I was halfway to my apartment and I was going through a green light and in the distance sound of sirens hit my ears and before I could look around to see where they were coming from incase I need to pull off to the side I heard the sound of metal first and then another sound which had my body violently jerk to the right and my car hits another vehicle making impact with my side of the car and I couldn't do nothing to but close my eyes while my body got jerked around and everything is loud and I feel my side being crushed and my car was still moving. My eyes are still shut so I couldn't see anything but I knew what was happening and I wish I could be anywhere else. My car gives one finally hard huge jerk which makes my eyes open and my body move weirdly and then there is a large bang and my head snaps back. The only thing seemed like it was in slow motion but in actuality it was quick and the it was over and there was nothing.
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FanfictionI had a great life, but then I die and instead of going to heaven I wake up in the body of Isabella Swan. Isabella Swan who doesn't have a back bone and lets a man child dictate her life. Oh, I'm getting ahead of myself. Sorry, I guess I should me...
