You are my destiny

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       New place..Ashwin is hoping for a new beginning too..He is very restless from the moment he set his foot in this new place..Not because of his problems..Not because of his intuition..Its because of his fear to face his cousin after a very long time..Its not because they are not close..They were close..Infact she is like a sister he never had..He shares a very close bond from his childhood..But the reason his now hesitation and fear is him only..At some point he just pushed away all his loved ones because of his fears..Because of his insecurities..

      He didn't even attend her wedding..But she never failed to check how he is doing..she never failed to show her care..Even though he is hesitant,she still care about him like old days..He knew what he did was wrong..He has done lot of wrong in these past years..He is going make them right now..What if he is not happy?He is going to make the people happy who are all care about him genuinely..With that determination,he going to meet his cousin sam(samyukta)..whatever awaits him,he is going to face it now..

    But all his insecurities and fear vanishes when sam   hugs him with tears of happiness when the moment he is infront of her..At that moment,he realised how much he missed his little sam all this years..Her tears make him guilty..He realised that he hurt lot of people when he is busy in dealing with his own pain..Its time to change that..He is going to make it up to her for all the time they lost just because of his own struggles..

      When they reach their home,there is no one except these two..He gets to know that her husband varun who is his friend also went to office for some urgent meeting..There is also some special one whom he awaits to meet..He knew sam have a cute little boy now whom he never meet or see before..He wanted to meet him..He wanted to know him..But he needs some time to made up his mind before he meets these two..Infact meeting sam is overwhelming for him..so he needs this little time to calm himself..

       When he went back to living room after taking rest for almost all day,the sight before him brought smile in his face automatically..sam is playing with her son Dev..They were so happy and so immersed in their colouring game..In that moment he just realised how lonely and unlucky he is..He always dreamt of this scene..He wanted to witness his shivangi and their little one like this..But he lost everything now..when he is in his own world,sam noticed his presence..

      "Hey ashwin..yen angaye nikkira?Inga vaa..ketute irundiye dev pathi..vandhu meet panu vaa"
      (Hey ashwin..why are you standing there..come and meet dev)

      Ashwin came out of his thinking and approached that little boy with a genuine smile..But the moment Dev see ashwin,he went to hide behind his mother..Ashwin tried to approach him but he is afraid to meet ashwin who is a stranger for him..

     Sam sadly smiles "sorry ashwin..avanuku pudhu alungala patha konjam bayam..ne thapa eduthukada..oru two three days pona sari agiduvan"(sorry ashwin..he is afraid of new people..he will be normal with in two three days)

    Ashwin understands her.."its ok sam..he is a kid..he doesn't know me..infact its my fault only..i should have been in touch with him through you.."

     Sam knew he feels guilty for all the lost time..He just doesn't know the real problem..

     "Dont feel guilty ashwin..idhu un thappu ila..Infact ne contact la irundalum dev ipdi dan irundurupan..avanuku konjam problems iruku"
(Dont feel guilty ashwin..this is not ur fault..he will be like this only eventhough you are there for him..he has some problem..)
  
    "Problems ah??enaku purila ne yena solla varanu sam..ivlo cute aana kolandaiku yena problem sam?please theliva sollu"(what??i dont understand sam..please tell me clearly waht is happening here)

     "He is a normal kid until he is two..But everything changes when he grows..He became quiet..His activities also changed..his respond to us also reduced during that time..we consulted doctors..but nothing changed..so planned to change the location..we shifted here last year in the hope of some changes in him..this place gives peace for us too"

      Ashwin couldn't digest whatever sam told him..He thought she is happy..He never imagined that she in this much pain..Eventhough she is smiling now telling all this to him,he knows she is in pain..So he just hugged her to give her some support.."im sorry sam..I didn't know"

     Sam missed this warmth of her brother,friend all these years..She know he will always care about her..she dont want to make him guilty even more..so she tried to lighten the mood..
   
      "Dont ashwin..he is fine now..not completely but somewhat ok..he tries to mingle with the people who he felt comfortable..thanks to this place actually..so you dont feel for all this"

      Ashwin dont want make her uncomfortable by speaking about this anymore..so he just went with the flow.."actually this place is beautiful sam..its very peaceful and the view from this house is very soothing too..thanks to this place..from what you are telling ,there is a magic in this place which changes him"

    Sam smiled wholeheartedly by hearing this.."its true ashwin..there is some magic here..but its not this place ..but there is someone here who did this magic which changed our lives"

    Ashwin was genuinely happy to see the smile in her face face when she is speaking about that some special one.."really??if its all because of that some one then i want to meet that person and thank.."

    Sam smiled seeing his curiosity and happiness for her.."you will love that person ashwin..i ll take u to..."
     She got interrupted by the door bell..Ashwin thought it may be varun who gets back from office..But sam knows who is there waiting in the other side of the door..that brings a huge grin on her face..she excitedly told"you are lucky ashwin..you dont need to wait..she is here"

      Saying this she went to open the door..Ashwin couldn't wait even for some time..His curiosity makes him to follow sam..But he is not prepared to see that special someone..when sam opens the door,he gets stunned to see who is waiting impatiently in the other side..When she smiles,he just stands there speechless without knowing what he is witnessing..