You are my destiny

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     Sleepless nights..shivangi was used to this..But after a very long time,her sleepless night is not filled with her cries and pain..It filled with memories..His memories..she couldn't help herself not to touch that thread..That simple thread brings smile in her face..happy smile..Real smile

    On the contrary,ashwin spent the whole night thinking about her..He was disturbed by the fear in her face..He is not used to this shivangi..His shivangi was full of positivity..His smiling machine..she was the strongest women he ever seen in his life..He wanted to bring back that shivangi..But he knew it he have to be patiently wait for the time to change everything and he is ready to wait for how long it will take.

    Shivangi was shocked to see ashwin in the early morning even before she wakes up..she can understand that he is worried about her..so she didn't ask him anything and left to her room..Ashwin decided to make breakfast try to make shivangi relaxed..He knew his food always make her happy..He wanted to be with her in this day..But he knew she wont allow him to do that..so he tried to make her relax and give her assurance that he is with her and she is not alone in this..

Shivangi left after finishing her breakfast..Ashwin was taking care of teju and staying in shivangi's house..He is restless and he felt something is not right..May be its his restlessness but still he couldn't avoid that feeling..

Its already past lunch time but shivangi didn't return from the court..At first he didn't want to disturb her because he knew that she needs time..As time passes,his worry increases..He keep on trying to reach her mobile but the call ends unattended every single time..He makes teju slept after lunch..Now he us pacing in the living room worrying about her..

Shivangi didn't want to cry infront of ashwin..she didn't want to worry him anymore..so she went to her safe place,her music school to cry her heart out..She was prepared to face anything before went to the court..Infact she expects a lot of things from ajay knowing his character..when is faced the situation its really hard for her to control her emotions..when ajay's parents named her characterless,its unbearable..she went to her music class which is the only place where she gets peace..Little did she knew that place no longer holds that capability..Her peace and happiness lies in a person who holds her heart from the moment he enters into her life..

The door opening sound brings back ashwin who is thinking about shivangi deeply within blinking his eyes..shivangi composed herself until she look at the eyes which holds care,affection and most importantly love..Ashwin didn't ask her anything but he was waiting for her to open up..Looking at him brings back all the emotions she keeps inside her ..Not able to hold back anymore she runs towards him and hugs him like her whole life depends on him..

Ashwin didn't expect this from shivangi..He expect her break down but not this..He didn't waste a second to hold her back knowing she needs him the most now..Her cries filled the room..Her tears wets his shirt and hurts his heart..Her hold on his shirt and her loud cries tells him how much pain she is in..she tried to bury herself in his chest trying to find her peace she lost long back..

Ashwin didn't ask her anything..He not even asked her to stop crying..He knew she needs to let out all this..He let her to do that..He caressed her hair and hold her close to give her the assurance that he is with her only..After sometime he take her to her room and make her sleep on her bed knowing she needs rest now..

Ashwin didn't want teju to get scared seeing her mother in that state..Shivangi needs time for her now..so he takes teju to sam's place after she wakes up and asking sam to take care of her..Here shivangi pretends to sleep when ashwin leaves her room..sleep is far away from her..lots of thoughts running in her mind..she didn't cry but she didn't sleep too..