In Love With My Stalker and Kidnapper

Chapter Nine

EDITED

Matt's POV

Alyssa's words replay in my mind over and over again. I can't seem to completely believe them.

"I don't get how you are expecting me to just love you like that. After all that has happened. You have stalked me for two years! I will never love you; I will always hate you!"

She stormed off into the room I made into her room after letting that fly out of her mouth. I'm not going to lie, her words really stung. I love her so much it hurts.

But I can't help but to think that her words were quite appropriate. Stalking someone for two years is a psychotic thing to do and I feel kinda down for thinking about it. Then I stop because I realize I was watching the girl I was falling in love with at the time, and now I love her incredibly.

I have been trying to force her to love me, including the sex, and I kinda feel bad for raping her. No wonder she won't try to trust me or love me or anything. I'm horrible.

Oh well. She'll have to deal with it or get over it. Because she will be stuck with me for quite awhile, she'll learn to love me eventually.

I honestly was falling in love with Alyssa when I first saw her. I knew I had to have her when I landed my eyes on her.

-Flashback-

I'm walking down the hallway on the first day of school of freshman year, trying to find out what girl to play with. Its a new year and now I'm in high school and there are new girls at this school that weren't at my last school. I have my friends around me looking around too. A girl walks past me, and let me tell you, she was beautiful.

"Hey sexy," I say to her.

"Fuck yourself," she says as she turns to walk away.

"Gladly. Would you like to join me?" I ask. That got my friends' attention and then they start laughing at what I just said. I smirk to myself, hoping I could get a kid reaction from her.

Without turning around, she said, "No, but I am pretty sure your friends would like to though." That got my friends to stop laughing, and she continues to walk down the hallway.

- Flash back over-

I never even talked to her after that, at all. I wonder if she remembers me but I highly doubt it; it happened two years ago.

I know so much about Alyssa. Her full name is Alyssa Veronica Davison, and she her sister died of cancer. Alyssa's mother is never home because she is always out working and sleeping with men (which Alyssa does not know about) while her father was serving in the military. She hadn't seen him or had contact with him in a year before his death in the Navy. Her favorite color is dark blue and her favorite food is tacos. Tori Madison is her best friend and has been since last year. Alyssa loves to sing and write. Sometimes when I would peak in on her in her bedroom without her knowing, I would see her writing down lyrics and singing them. She has an amazing voice even though I know she doesn't think so.

I start debating on whether I should check up on her or not, but I decide not to.

Before I got her back, I made sure to have an excellent security built all throughout the house and made sure there were bars on windows so she couldn't escape.

I won't let her escape again. Because I need her, or else I don't know what I would do.