The Walking Youtubers

Heart In My Hands

Ethan's POV

I felt something wrong in my gut like something terrible had happened. I look at Mark and Jack

"Please! We have to save him! I feel like something is wrong! We need to help him!"

I yell to them, they just stare at me like I'm crazy

"Ethan...Blank is the bad guy, remember? We are in an apocalypse! They are here to kill us, it's probably a trap Ethan. He's just doing it for you to "help" him!"

Mark says making air quotes around the word help. I look at him with disbelief soon my depression changes to anger as I glare at him

"Mark! I know what I saw! Blank was hurt! And he said he didn't want to be the bad guy anymore!!"

I yell at him making a fist. Jack looks at me and puts a hand on my shoulder

"But...just saying something doesn't prove anything Ethan"

He says in a soft voice, clearly trying to calm me down

"He didn't just tell me! He showed me!"

I jerk his hand off my shoulder and look at them

"And what did he do to show you?"

Mark asks with a little disbelief in his voice

"He showed me the future!"

I yell at him, at both of them. They looked at me in shock, one because I yelled and two at what I yelled

"He...He showed you the future?"

Jack asks after a few moments of silence

"A little...he said he didn't want to be the bad guy and showed me things that...are going to happen"

I say my voice getting a little softer as I remember what I saw

"And..."

Mark asks looking at me his eyes having hope

"Do we defeat Dark and Anti?!"

He smiles. I just look back sadly

"I...I don't know about that...I only saw a few things... and what I did...wasn't good..."

"What do you mean not good?"

Jack asks

"...Well the first one I saw...Me...Dark!"

I look at them with tears in my eyes remembering the vision and releasing that will happen to me. Mark hugs me

"Hey, it's okay. Calm down...tell us what you saw. Maybe we can help"

He says holding me and rubbing my back helping me calm down. After a minute or two I calm down and look at both of them

"It was me...chained up...and Dark grabbing a branding iron...and i...I had cuts all over! And I...I had cum dripping from me!"

I tear up again and hold Mark. Mark holds me and rubs my back

"...We won't let that happen"

He says

"You don't understand! That's the future! It's going to happen no matter what! Blank said I can't change it!"

I yell, shaking and holding Mark tighter. Mark looks at Jack with pained eyes

"...Then we will do everything in our power to change the future...what else did you see?"

Jack says looking at me trying to change the subject

"well...Next I saw us all running from someone till Mark stopped us and Anti was standing in front of us...blocking our way...

I saw pushing my face into Mark's chest deeper. Mark holds me

"Well, I'm sure we can get away from anti! It would be us against him!"

Jack smiles, he was right...we could beat anti, but who was chasing us and can we beat them?

"What next?"

Mark aks playing with my hair

"Well...the last thing he showed me was...Blank telling us to run...and me telling him I won't leave him behind... then he said he's sorry and raised his hand... then it cut off like all the other visions."

I say looking up at mark. He smiles sympathetically and holds me more

"...Well at least we know what to expect so we can prevent it. And even if we can't, we can prepare for it! Now...We need to think of something to eat. Today we have to keep walking"

Mark says taking lead like every day

"Ethan how about you stay here with our stuff and Jack and I will go check out that lake nearby to see if we can get any fish!"

He smiles. I nod and hugs him one last time as Mark smiles before walking back into the cave

Jacks POV

I look at Mark as his smile fall as Ethan turns way

"Let's go JAck"

He says as he starts walking away, I follow him

"You okay..."

I ask him, I knew the answer but I wanted to see if he would tell me the truth

"Thruthfly...No...That bastard Dark is going to get Ethan! And rape him! and...I can't stop it...And I know no matter what we do we can't stop it! Because whatever we would do would have been accounted for..."

He growls and keeps walking. I look at him

"...It must suck...But think! We didn't see the end of it all! Maybe in the end we kill Anti and Dark!"

I SMile out trying to be happy for both of us. He looks at me and cracks a little smiles

"All I know is that whatever happens...I won't rest till Dark's blood is all over the floor and his heart is in my hand"