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It's been 2 and a half weeks since the incident. You've pushed it further back into your head to forget about it. But the memories live so vividly. You can't stop thinking about him. Does he too?

You've just finished your homework. It's 11AM. Your friend is still on campus for some of her classes. While you have had only one early class.
You stand up and stretch. What you've noticed is that you've been feeling way more tired lately.

"Whatever" you say to yourself and grab your phone while walking out into the hallway.
Then you can hear a little ping coming from your phone and look at it. It no one else but Suna. You stand in shock as you keep rereading his message: "Hey Y/N, can I call you?"

You gulp and then move your fingers over the keyboard. "Sure"

Your fingers start shaking and you sit down on the staircase. 'No why am I even nervous...'

Just at that moment your phone starts ringing and you see Suna's name light up on screen.
"Ok ok stay calm, this is nothing" you whisper to yourself. And then accept the call.

Y/N: "Hello?"

Suna: "Hey Y/N.."

You can hear his voice shaking slightly, but push that thought away.

Y/N: "So what do you want?"

Suna: "I thought we might want to talk"

Y/N: "About .. the party?"

Suna: "Yeah, if you'd like"

Y/N: "I really tried to forget you know"

Suna: "I mean me too! But.. I can't"

Y/N: "..me neither"

Silence.

Suna: "So?"

Y/N: "I guess w-"

You stop your sentence midway and panic. You feel nausea building up and the feeling to vomit was strong. You drop the phone, hearing Suna's voice asking if you're okay, but you're already on the way to the bathroom.

After a while you step out again. "What the hell was that..?" you whisper to yourself.
After looking at your phone you see that he has hung up and sent a message whether you were okay or not. You replied by saying that you're feeling sick at the moment and agreed with him to talk some other time.

time skip —

After another week of consecutive vomiting and nausea in the morning, your friend starts worrying about you like mad. And you're scared too.

One morning, after you have just stepped out of the bathroom once again she comes up to you.

"Y/N"

"Huh?"

"How long has this been going on?"

"Roughly a week"

"Have you gotten your period?"

You chuckle. "Why that question?"

"Answer me"

"Well it should be coming soon"

"It's late isn't it?"

"Umm yes... what are you hinting at?"

"You still don't get it?"

"Wait, do you think I'm-.."

"Yup let's get some pregnancy tests"

Your eyes widen and you sit down on the floor. "No no that can't be!" you whisper.
"Y/N, get up, we'll figure it out after you've done the tests" your friend says as she pulls at your arm.

You two quickly drive to the nearest pharmacy and ask for three pregnancy tests. On the way you also call Osamu over for mental support. He's super surprised at what you've just told him but stays calm.

Coming home, he was already waiting outside.
You all get in and then unpack the tests. You breathe in deeply. "Ok, let's do this"
Your friends nod and give you a small smile.

You do the preparations and what the instructions say and then put all three of them on the counter to wait. Up to 3 minutes. And they stretch themselves like hell.

You nervously walk up and down the narrow bathroom. "What do I do if it's positive??" you talk to yourself.
"Everything okay?" you hear Osamu ask from outside.
"Yup, i'm fine, I still have to wait though" you exclaim.

You don't even dare to look at the little white plastic sticks. It's horror. But time seems to be running faster now as it's been 2 and a half minutes. You breathe in once more before finally looking at them.

Positive.

All of them.

You fingers shake as they slowly reach for the tests. But you pull your hand back again and look up into the mirror. Looking at a tired face, shock written all over it. "F*ck" you whisper under your breath. Tears start forming in your eyes and you look away.

You slowly glide down and sit with your back against the counter. Your bury your face inbetween your knees and let your tears fall. "No it can't be.."

Quiet sobs are heard from outside. Your friend and Osamu look at eachother worriedly and decide to come inside as you didn't lock it before.

"Oh my, Y/N!" your friend hurries in, seeing you cry on the floor silently. She kneels beside you and gently rubs your arms.

Osamu walks in right behind her and then takes a look at the tests. "So you really are huh?" he says quietly. He kneels down on the other side of you and lifts up your chin. You look at him through red eyes, your cheeks wet from tears.
"Hey, it's okay gorgeous, we'll figure things out"

"Yeah absolutely, you'll be fine" your friend says.

You smile a bit and dry off your face and eyes with your sleeve. "Mhm, I guess, thanks for being here for me" you say to both of them as they keep comforting you.

After quite some time, you feel a lot better and decide to get up. The three of you walk into the living room and sit down at the table.

"Sooo.. not to be too straightforward but who's the baby daddy?" your friend asks with a cheeky smile.

"Oh right, that's quite important actually, who do you think could be the father?" Osamu adds looking at you.

You scoff as you stare down at the wooden table, taking in its patterns. "It can only be him"

You look up at them, trying to read their expressions but it's hard to tell.

"So Suna it is" Osamu says and scratches the back of his head. "That will be interesting"

"A child with one's ex" your friend whispers incredulously.

You sigh. "Yeah, but I don't want to tell him, at least not yet.. so please" you look at them pleadingly.

They nod. No word will be said.

Thanks for reading :)
I hope you liked it
See ya in the next chapter my loves

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