Can we talk? 🙂🙃 (Ghkkpm And Sairat SS)

The regret

(I know most of you don't like Pakhi's character, but I really want her to understand where she is going wrong. Just bare with Pakhi for a few more chapters and after that it will be pure Sairat 😍.)

After the 2 left the room, Pakhi collapsed on the floor. She was trembling with despair, a million thoughts were racing in her head and her tears would simply not stop, as she thought more and more about Sai's questions. As she looked up, she totally saw someone else in her mirror. The person staring back at her was not Pakhi, the cheerful, happy girl which she once was, but it was Patralekha, the poison of Sai and Virat's life, the villain of Chavan Nivas (CN), the girl who threw away all her self respect, her humanity, her logic, her understanding, her everything, to become the best daughter-in-law of CN and to prove that she was a better choice for Virat.

She had become a totally heartless stone who only knew how to shed fake tears, who didn't have the courage to accept before everyone her ulterior motives to be with Virat and who mentally tortured Sai to such extents unimaginable. She had even been oblivious to the pains of Shivani bua and Devi tai, women just like herself, whom she could have helped a lot. But no, in the war between herself and Sai, so many other people had suffered and she had paid no heed to them.

This was certainly not what she had thought to do in her life.

And Samrat? In all this what was the poor guy's fault? She now understood what he must have felt when he came to know of her past. He had liked a girl who had absolutely no interest in him. She was in a similar position now. She was in love with someone who had zero interest in her. For the first time, in almost 1 year of marriage, she felt a connection with Samrat.

That was when she took a decision. Pursuing an uninterested man was useless. Thus she decided she would search for Samrat and convince him to come back and give a chance of happiness both for herself and Samrat. She also decided she would be more kind towards Mansi aai and Ashwini kaku and Mohit so that the burden and guilt on her heart would lighten. But first she had to apologize to 1 person.

She wiped her tears, washed her face, made herself presentable and set off to Sai and Virat's room.

(After this there will be a small conversation between Sai and Virat to show what they were doing while Pakhi was in regret. I understand it is really boring, but do bear with me. 🙈🤗 Toodles.)