Louis and Harry did audition on the x-factor in 2010. One direction was formed, Louis and Harry fell more and more in love. But the problem is, they're not allowed to be with each other.
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It's a week later and so much has changed. After I got the message from Simon I showed it to Harry. He told me not to go and to explain to Simon that I couldn't do it.
Flashback
"Harry I need to go or he will fire us from one direction" I tell him.
Harry is crying, his eyes are red and puffy and we're yelling at each other. I don't want it to go this way, I don't want a fake relationship with someone I'm not interested in and I don't want to pretend that I like girls. I could never fall in love with a girl. I knew that this was coming because Simon already warned us, but I don't want to stay away from Harry. I don't wanna pretend we don't like each other, I don't wanna pretend we don't have anything and I don't wanna pretend that I don't love him.
"So you think one direction is more important than me"
I'm silent for a while, because I don't know what to say. These words hit me hard and I can't process them. How can he think one direction is more important for me than him? I'd drop everything so I can be with Harry, but I don't want to leave one direction just yet. I love all the boys and I'm too young for a solo career. Management has said that if we don't do what they want that they'll make our lives a hell, and I know that it's true.
"Harry, you know that's not true. Please listen to me"
"I literally can't believe you Louis" after that he walks out of the hotel room and the last thing I hear is a bang from the door.
End of Flashback.
This week has been an absolute hell. The only thing I can do is cry all day and laying in bed thinking. I haven't spoken to Harry all week, the only one I've spoken to are Niall and Zayn. Niall's checking on me everyday and Zayn comes to hang out and to try to distract me. I'm barely eating because every time I eat something I need to trow up an hour later.
I check the time on my phone and see that it's already 3 p.m. I'm still laying in my bed doing absolutely nothing.
KNOCK KNOCK
I know it's Niall so I walk over to the door to open it for him.
"Hey mate, how've you been doing?" "Absolutely shit, still can't eat anything" I tell him. "I'm sorry" he gives me a tight hug and I can't help it but there are tears falling down on my cheeks again.
We hug for a little while until Niall breaks the hug. "Sorry, come in" We walk inside the hotel room and we both go sit on the bed. "I'm here to tell you that there is an interview planned for tomorrow 2 p.m. but I've spoken to the boys and you can stay here if you want"
