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Pain.
Pain.
Pain.

"Mina, its your turn now"

I took heavy steps towards mom. My mind blank, my eyes aching after crying for so long, my breath stuck, everything feels miserable. Everything is falling apart. When it was all perfect yesterday.

"Mom, i will miss you. Please keep praying for me , mom" i kiss her forhead for the last time before i walk beside my father , looking at mom for the last time.

"We will now proceed"

Blurry. Everything is blurry after they laid mom's coffin in the ground. I cant look at my dad the same anymore. Not after he killed mom. Not after he hurt me.

No one cares about me except for mom. She was my only protector, my only hope and my sunshine. All i do is for her. But now, my life has scattered into pieces that cant never be fix again.

I hear footsteps , i see people leaving the cemetry and i sigh. "Finally" i whispered . I gently sit down on the ground, touching the grass where my mom was laid forever. "Ouch" the bruises father left was still there hah how can i forgot. I fix my posture to not feel the pain anymore but i cant. All parts of my body is full with bruises. From my head to my toes.

I sigh for the hundred times that day. I look up to the sky. I feel 'his' gaze , i can feel 'his' presence but i cant see him. As always. He's always lurking in the shadow but never showing himself up. But im glad he didnt. I dont know if i can run. Run away from him.

Suddenly, i feel tears running down my cheecks. What-. I havent cry in so many years what why

"Youre crying."

He's here. No . No i cant be here i have to run." I have to he's dangerous mom told me to run i have to"- but before i could progress anything, he showed his face right infront of me.

Haitani Ran.

*Sorry for the errors. English is not my first language . Thank you for reading.

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