Just For Now | Book 1

Chapter 18

JISOO POV

It's 1:00am, Chaeyoung is already on her deep slumber. After having fun with her she told me she's tired so of course I drove her home. She ask me to stay with her and who am I to say no? I comforted her till she's in her deep slumber, I barely can't sleep thinking that I'll leave two hours from now.

I'm leaving her without saying anything, it'll only hurt me more. Instead, I just wrote a letter and left a teddy bear for her to keep. Who knows when I'll be back, maybe one day if I'll come back she'll already have her own partner that would love her till their last breath.

I stare at the moon and let all my feelings out and put it in that letter, finishing it all with the word I love you.

Everyone might say 'If you truely love her, why won't you choose her instead?'

It's easy for everyone to say that. I also have my own love back at home waiting for me every time. We've been together for 3 years, we haven't met each other's parents yet but I'm sure they'll accept us.

After writing my letter, I went to her biting my lips trying to stop my tears from falling but I guess I'm just too weak to controll my own feelings. I cried silently so she won't hear it.

"See you soon Love, until we meet again" I whispered and kissed her forehead for one last time. "I have to go now, thank you for being a part of my story Chaeyoung" and we're back on being friends again.

I placed my letter and the stuff teddy bear on her bed side table so she'll find it easily. Before completely leaving her room I looked at her sleeping peacefully one last time, thank you for the memories, I will truely treasure them forever.

I went downstairs with a heavy heart no matter how tried to smile the frown keeps on coming back. I'm sorry I can't stay with you. It's only been a month of me staying here but why does it feel like yesterday?

I drove off and went to my house, I know it's late but I asked Jenlisa to go with me at the airport I have something to ask them. Luckily, as the supportive kinds of friends they are they agreed.

Australia is my second home from now on. It's where I met most trustable friends and people, they're the best.

"Jisoo" my dad said, "becareful on your way, okay?" he said then hugged me. He wants me to stay too but I refused, I have a promise to fullfil remember? I'll be back after one month.

"I will dad, i have to go now. Jennie and Lisa are waiting for me outside" I broke the hug and awe he's crying, I playfully laughed at him and bid my goodbye.

I saw the both of them and they greeted me with their hugs.

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"take care, unnie" Jennie and Lisa said, we're now infront of the airport door. I hugged them I last time before I leave.

"I will, take care here too okay? don't overwork yourself, " I said "one last thing, please visit Chaeyoung, make sure you'll be there at her house before 8o'clock. Visit her daily and if she misses me, tell her I miss her too and I love her so much" I continued

"aren't you worried about us too?" Lisa pouted and Jennie slaps her arm, aish this couple. And yes, they're dating how? well that's a different story.

"you too Lis, I love you, same to you too Jennie!" I waved my hand to them and entered the airport. Yes I maybe smiling on the outside, but in the inside I still have the heavy heart.    

If I am allowed to stay then I would be still beside you, embracing you, and loving you as your own. But just like I said destiny is not on our side and I can't do anything about it. Mine and Jinyoung's monthsary is coming up and since I love him too I have to go back to him. We'll then finally introduce each other to our family. I told dad about him and he's happy, although he's a little familiar with his name.

I finally got to departure, welcome back to Korea self. Time to start a new beginning and start to forget about that past, that'll help you move on.

JINYOUNG POV

I'm here at the airport waiting to see Jisoo, it's been only a month but it seems like years to me. I miss that chicken so much I'd even ask myself on how I survived 30 boring days without her.

Boring 'cause no one made me smile just like her, that's why I fell inlove with her immediately. The way she talks, the way she sings, dance, laugh and smile is a whole new kind of level a great level. She will bring you the amount of happiness you deserve, she's really caring and.. beautiful and kind and just everything! She's the lady that everyone needs, I feel like I'm the luckiest person when it comes to love.

Not far and not near I finally saw her, I wave my hands and she ran to me. She jumped in for a hug and I kissed her cheeks.

"Miss me, Jagi?" I asked acting to be cute.

"yeah, but not your aegyo it's annoying" she rolled her eyes to me, and we just laugh afterwards.

I carried her suitcase and put it at the trunk. "It's our anniversary 2 days from now right?" she ask and I nodded.

"what are you're plans?" she ask me once again.

"My mum said that she'll make a family dinner, and your side of the family is invited too of course, we'll just celebrate at my parents house" I explained and she nodded, yeah we've been together for 3 years and yet doesn't introduced each other to the fam.

Jisoo haven't seen them and I haven't seen her mum too, her dad's back at Australia so I guess it's just, Me, her, my mum, my dad and her mum. Yeah that's fine.

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