Tokyo highway

Pt4

As he was driving his phone was next to him. Inside the car it was extremely dark, only the colorful lights from the bridge were lighting up his face, when suddenly a bright light distracted him from his driving. It was his phone. He got a message from Hero asking him if everything was alright. Just for 5 seconds as long as he was distracted from the road, he realized what big of a mistake he was doing again while speeding up. The car was already at 180 km/h. Felix didn't know what to do anymore. He was panicking. The only thing he cold do was to press as hard as he could on the break, that's exactly what he did. The car started to loose control, there were other cars coming behind him. The car stopped with one of his back tires exploding. He got out of the car. He put his hand on the top of the front's seat door so he could take a big breath. His head was feeling heavy and he was extremely dizzy. Felix walked to the back of the car and started crying. He fell down on the ground holding onto the car's bumper. The smoke from the broken tire was all over his face.
One car from behind him stopped to check up on him. Felix quickly stood up. The guy behind him helped him change his tire. After that Felix drove home safely.

2

Couple of days went by and the two friends didn't talk to each other till Hero decided to check up on Felix to see how he was doing. Hero was already missing touching Felix's abs and putting his hand trough his long blonde hair. He was also missing his attitude and the low smell of the minty cigarettes he was smoking when they were together on the balcony talking about each others different lifestyles.
For two days Felix hasn't answered to Hero's messages. Hero started to get really worried so he decided to go the skate park they were usually going to and where they had their first kiss out in the rain.
,,Hey! Hi Hero!" One of Felix's skateboarding buddies came up to Hero.
,,Hey! Have you ..."
,,Have you seen Felix? I haven't seen him around in the past days. I know you two were hanging out together so I thought he was with you. Is everything alright? His birthday is coming up tomorrow and we wanted to make him a surprise."
,,Ohh! Yes sure. Everything is totally fine. I just came by to say hi because I was near by. It was nice to see you guys. See yaa!"
,,See yaa! Let us know if you see Felix!"
The next day after work Hero left his office in a big hurry. Felix still hasn't answered to his calls and text messages. On his way he stopped by Felix's favorite cafe shop and got him a chocolate cupcake with whip cream and strawberries, he also got 2 candles with the numbers 2 and 3. Felix was one year younger then Hero.
When he arrived at Felix's address , the entire building was lighted up except the apartment on the corner of the 5th floor where was dark. Hero went inside the building. When he got in front  of Felix's apartment he lighted up the candles with the black lighter he forgot at his place. He knocked at the door. No one answered, it was fully silent. He tried pressing on the door handle but it was locked. Then he remembered that he knew the entry code. He pressed it and the door opened. When he walked in, he felt a strong smell of minty cigarettes, he left the cupcake on the table in the hallway. It was dark all over the place. He noticed Felix's phone on the ground with the screen broken. Hero picked it up and then turned around the bedroom's door where he saw Felix sitting on the floor in front of his bed and with one elbow on the edge of the bed and the other hand smoking, next to him was a ashtray full with fully smoked cigarettes. Felix's shirt was unbuttoned, his chest and his neck were touched by the soft light coming from outside meanwhile his face was covered in dark and only the smoke coming out of his mouth could be seen. Hero could not take his eyes off his friend and the gorgeous way he was looking.
,,So you managed to get in huh? I feel like it has been so long. What brings you here?" He said while lighting up a new cigarette. The fire of the lighter lighted up his face for a few seconds.
Hero could not stand the urge to touch him and bite his lips. He was fighting with it.
,, I just came by to tell you happy birthday. Happy birthday, Felix!"
They stood in silence till Felix finished his cigarette and hardly stood up.
,,I brought you a cupcake with chocolate and strawberries"
Felix came near him and touched his wrists, he blew away the candles and then moved his fingers till he touched Hero's watch and took it off.
,,I am really sorry Felix..."
Felix took the cake out off his hands and licked his fingers because he got some cream on and then went back to Hero and placed his hands on his shoulders, under his coat and pulled it of. Hero started kissing and grabbing his wrist. His abs were colder then usual, his entire body was colder. Hero took Felix's unbuttoned shirt off. Felix did the same. Hero was biting his lips harder then usual and pressed him against the wall, with one hand he was holding one of  Felix's wrist's over his head and with the other one was touching his cold body.
Suddenly after 25 minutes Felix fell off his legs and started crying. Hero sat down as well so he could confort his friend.
,,I am really sorry Hero. I really am"
,,Hey! Hey!... sorry for what? Felix. You had all the rights to be mad at me because she kissed me"
,,Not about that. About the fact that you were trying to help me and I rejected that. I should have listened to your advice"
,,Shh...It's alright Felix calm down. It's alright"
Hero hugged him tightly. He could feel Felix's cold tears running down his chest and his heart beating faster. After some good minutes of crying and hugging each other Hero asked:
,,Do you mind if i smoke?"
,,No problem, let's get near the balcony" he answered wiping his tears and runny nose.
Hero placed his back on the front side of the bed with his legs open so Felix could sit in between, so he could hug him. Felix sat exactly how Hero imagined.
,,Didn't you say you wanted to smoke?" he asked with a tired voice and put his head back so he could stay on Hero's left shoulder.
,,Yes, yes I was about to but my pack of cigarettes is inside my coat. You won't mind if I go take it right?"
,,Nope! Just take one of mine. Don't go anywhere"
Hero easily took his hand off Felix's neck and started to gently touch his abs so he could get to the front pocket of his jeans where he was keeping them. After taking one cigarette he put the pack on the floor next to them so it was confortable for both of them to grab them. Hero placed the cigarette in his mouth while Felix was searching trough Hero's back pocket for the lighter to light his cigarette.
After one more hour of cuddling Felix stood up and threw himself on the bed and instantly fell asleep.
,,Good night"
Felix came next to him and slowly hugged him so he could feel save and keep him warm, gently placing his hands around him.