「 You can do it, Saihara! ┇ Amasai 」

Love Letter.

Why can't I just tell you that I care? I wanna be with you every night, but I guess I'm wishing my life away, huh?.. I feel so nervous, trying to be perfect like you. You're amazing with everyone. I mean, you got girls hanging on you, you got the good looks, good personality. I'm just.. a freak. I have a list of things I'll never say, but here I am, saying them. Just.. on a note! Haha... I can't find the place I'm supposed to be, because I don't fit in. But, you helped me find the missing piece of me. I stay up, thinking of you. And when I do sleep, I dream of you, and wish stay asleep, or for them to become reality. If I just.. Got to at least press my lip against yours, my life would change, even if it already did when I met you. I can't speak to you without a stutter, or without a hue of blush appearing on my cheeks. I swear when I'm near you, or even from the sight of you, I can't stop thinking about the future. Look, what I'm trying to say is that— I love you, Rantaro. I can't get myself caught up with you, and I can't stop staring at your beautiful face that always seems to catch me. You were the first person who cared for me. And, I never realized that you were the light in my life after years of darkness. I knew I could count on you after our first interaction, and who knew this would happen? I always asked myself: Why do you feel so lonely after he leaves? Finally figured out it was because.. I loved you too much to lose you. Is that too much that I'm asking for?

- Saihara Shuichi

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He hesitated on ripping it. Tears fell on the card and he couldn't stop thinking about it. It was so cheesy, but.. Ouma..?

Weren't they friends? What happened to us?

A/N (explaination thingy)

soo shuichi find a love letter he made not long ago. looking back at it, he fails to get over the built up guilt he had. he wants to send it, but kokichi and rantaro are "dating"