His Heart Vacancy Girl

Care bear

Emily's POV:

Jay had come round to take care of me because Max was needed in the studio. At first I rejected him but he carried on helping anyway. Luckily he didn't mention anything about the argument 2 days ago.. I still didn't know what I was going to do about that actually, should I confront him and tell him that I like him which could potentially break him and slut up? Or do I leave it and pretend it never happened? I'll leave it. I don't want to break a couple up, even if everyone can see they're not right for eachother.. Plus I think she'd attack me if I did.

When he found me, Jay took me to bed and got in with me. He rocked me to sleep and was really gentle with me. Almost like he's scared I might break. I went to sleep and I started to have the worst nightmare ever.

At first it was a sweet dream, me and jay were spending the day together at a theme park and i had I had confronted him an told him how I felt. That's when it all turned sour. He started shouting at me and pushed me away from him then he stated to yell at me. Then he walked away and I was shouting at him to come back and to not leave me. But he carried on walking away towards the slut. I stated crying but I was soon calmed down by Jay's soothing voice. The nightmare stopped and I fell into a dreamless sleep.

When I woke up, I felt alt better. Jay was asleep next to me with his arm over my hips pulling me close to him. I was snuggled against him. I looked at him and smiled. I think I have the old jay back. The nice one that actually talked to me. Then a thought occurred. He isn't back to normal, he is just looking after because max probably asked him to. He is probably still with that slut. Sigh, nothing last forever. I didn't realise that I was crying until I felt something wet on my face. I got out of Jays grip and ran into the bathroom where I could look in the mirror. I looked an absolute mess, why am I crying? God! I'm so stupid. I'm cryin because Jay has a girlfriend.

"God Emily, why are you being so stupid?" I whispered to my reflection. "He's just a boy." I told myself.

"Who is just a boy?" My first reaction was to scream. Then I saw it was jay!

"Jay! Don't scare me like that" he was just leaning on the door frame looking amused.

"Sorry" he said standing up right "tell me who the boy is?"

"It's no one"

"He has to be someone if he's making you cry" I could t tell him that he was who it was.

"Just someone I like" I sighed then continued so he wouldn't hear "but he's dating some slut"

"What?"

"What?"

"What did you say?"

"I said he was someone I like"

"No after that"

"I didn't say anything"

"Yeah you did, something about a slut?"

"Fine! I said the boy I like is dating a slut! You happy?!"

"No, he's stupid."

"No he isn't. He's perfect"

"Yes he is stupid. Who would he choose some slut over a beautiful girl like you? A stupid person that's who"

"He's not stupid and i'm not beautiful"

"Yes he is an yes you are! Why are you so insecure?"

"Because I am"

"Emily" he said sternly.

"Yes?"

"Tell me"

"My old boyfriend used to always tell me that I was ugly and fat and that I was lucky to be with him." I broke. I wasn't going to cry, the tosser didn't deserve my tears.

"He said what?!" Jay fumed. He looked angry. "Who is he?!"

"It's fine Jay. He was a tosser and he is long gone now"

"No it's not fine. E can't get away with calling you ugly and fat. No one can" he clenched his fists.

"Leave it Jay!"

"I'm sorry Em, I didn't mean to but it's just... I can't see why you stayed with him"

"I thought I loved him. But I guess not now let's not talk about him"

"You're right. Lets talk about the stupid guy that chose the slut"

"For the last time he isn't stupid. Get out of my bathroom so I can shower"

"Fine. But you will tell me" he smiled then left me to shower in peace..