His Heart Vacancy Girl

To tell or not to tell, that is the question

Jays POV:

While she was in the shower I made her some breakfast then layed down to think things through. Should I tell her that I like her, and risk her running off again? Do she remember even that I told her? Do I just pretend I never said anything and pretend that I don't feel this way? I wish I knew... I don't want to feel this way but I can't help it.

We kissed ages ago and when I told he how I felt she ran off, that means she doesn't feel the same about me right? Thought so.

I didn't fully think this laying down I her room thug through because when she walked out of the bathroom wrapped in her towel and singing, I couldn't help but stare at her. She hasn't noticed me ye-

"AHH! JAY WHAT ARE YOU DOING IN HERE?" She screamed. I spoke to soon.

"I.. Uh, sorry. I dont.. I'll go" I stuttered.

"YES! GET OUT GET OUT" she shouted pointing to the door with the hand she wasn't using to hold her towel. "AND STOP STARING AT ME LIKE THAT!" I closed my mouth and hurried out. Oh god. I can't believe that just happened, I saw her in her towel. That's not good. Well.. It was pretty good, for me. But it was probably really embarrassing for her. It was slightly embarrassing for me aswell because I mean, look how I reacted. Urgh! I'm so stupid! I was sat outside her room slapping myself...

A few minutes later she walked out of the room fully clothed and still blushing.

"I'm so so sorry Emily, I didn't mean to see you like.. That" I said blushing a bit towards the end. She breathed out.

"It's fine Jay, you didn't know that I was going to walk out practically naked."

"Still, i'm sorry. And I made you breakfast." Her smile faltered a little at the mention of breakfast but that probably because being sick could have affected her appetite.

"I'm not very hungry but thanks anyway"

"Please eat something, it will help you get better" her smile completely vanished and she turned pale.

"Max told you didn't he?" She asked straight out. What is she on about?

"Told me what?"

"He didn't tell you anything?"

"He told me not to hurt you?" I raised an eyebrow. She went back to normal and continued to smile again.

"Oh, good"

"Emily?" I said with worry taking over.

"Jay, you can call me Em" well at least she likes me enough to let me call her em. But there is still something she is hiding.

"Okay, Em. What are you not telling me?"

"It's nothing"

"It's not nothing. When you thought I knew, your turned lake and serious, now tht is sow thing to worry about"

"It's not a big deal, i'm fine honestly. Now lets go try that breakfast you made" she smiled but it did not reach her eyes, her eyes looked like they were actually about to spill with tears. I stepped towards her.

"In a minute. Come on Em, you can tell me anything. What's the problem?" I asked brushing down hair out if her face. And then wiped a year that fell.

"I'm fine" she squeaked. The. Coughed and tried again, this time in a normal tone.

"I'm not letting this go you know? You still have to tell me about this boy you like" I said. If I can't be her boyfriend I could at least be her best- shit. Emerald. I was supposed to be meeting her today to break up with her. Oh well, i'll do it another day and just pretend I forgot today. Emily is way more important than her!

"Oh, what do you want to know?" She asked nervously.

"What's his name?" She laughed. I sounded like such a girl right now but it's cheering her up so I don't care.

"Well, miss gossip. I shall not tell that"

"At least tell me what is he like?" I don't want to hear about this guy because e is stupid. But she seems happy when she talks about him.

"Okay, he's quite tall but not too tall that I can't reach, he has the most amazing eyes I have ever seen." I had my arm around he as we made our way to the kitchen. "His hair always looks like a mess but I like it like that" we had now reached the counter and she was sitting opposite me staring into space dreamily. Urgh, I hate this guy. She seems to really like him. "Also, he is quite silly but it makes him funny. The twins love him. He always seems to bring out the best in me." She sighed, "but he has a girlfriend"

"He sounds nice." I said but I didn't want to believe it, he sounds perfect for her.

"He is" she sighed. I could tell that it was bothering her but what was i supposed to do? Break the couple up? That would only make her happy, and maybe him if he likes her back. Everyone would be upset,i would and so would the ex- girlfriend.

"so..." i stood up "coffee? Tea? Anything?" i asked. Then the door knocked.

"no thanks but help yourself. I'm going to get the door" and she left. I heard a male voice and a few others. Ah, James is back with the twins. A little bit later and the door closed and in walked Em and the twins.

"JAY!" the shouted when they saw me then they ran at me and i caught them in a hug.

"hey guys! Miss me?" i laughed. They nodded their heads eagerly.

"good. I missed you to" i replied.

"okay boys and girl. We need to get everything sorted. Owen and Chloe; go put your bags in your rooms, i'll clean up the kitchen and Jay... Stay there" Emily instructed. Then everyone ran off to do as she said. Once again the door knocked.

"Jay, could you get that?" em shouted at me from the kitchen.

"sure" i replied then went to answer the door. Good thing i did because something tells me that Em would not have liked this...

A/N: ooh whos at the door?! You have to wait till the next chapter haha! But while you wait go follow me on twitter to receive the updates! @Nialls_Jaybird... Yeah i'm that awesome that its the same as my wattpad account!:P