[1] Wish: Withered At Winter | Taegyu Fanfiction

Chapter 22: Enlighten Me

12 in the midnight. My eyes are still open and thinking the same thing for a hundredth times now.

My third wish

I looked at the calendar and where now down to 51st day. If I hadn't stopped myself earlier, maybe Yeonjun already heard me saying what he wanted to hear.

I open my phone without any reason. I've been stopping myself from calling Taehyun, even though I really want to. I woder what he's doing right now, what he's been up to. How was his work?

And why do I miss him so much when we barely do anything together?

Why is love so complicated? I only want to experienced being love by someone but all of this shits came to me at once.

I need to stop myself, I know. I know it really well. But if love is unstoppable then what should I do?

Also, grandma's life is up to me. If I let this feeling, I don't know what will happen to her. She might die and I don't think I can handle that.

I covered myself with comforter and forced myself to sleep. I'll decide things after I woke up. I hope I will have a firm decision after that.

OKAY, FUCK! I couldn't figure out anything!

"Hyung!" I looked back and I saw Huening waving at me. At least this kid doesn't have any love problems.

Soobin hyung is also smiling at me so I waved at them. "Good morning! AHAHHA!" I greeted enthusiastically.

"Oh! Good morning! AHAHAAH!"

"How was your sleep Hyung?" I asked him.

"Nice! I slept at Huening's place last night, right? So we talked a lot about serious matters for the first time again. So, I really like it." He replied to me.

"Ohh really? I love to hear that hahahaha!" I commented.

"Soobin hyung cried last night HAHAHAHAH!"

We both looked at Huening when he started laughing so hard, "What the—HEY! COMEBACK! KAI KAMAL HUENING!" Soobin hyung shouted when Huening started running away from him.

"HAHAHAH leave him alone, hyung ahhahahaha."

"Why are you laughing?" He asked me seriously but it didn't stop me from crying.

"But why did you cried?" I asked him still laughing.

"Forget about it..." He said and walked away.

"HEY! Hyung, where are you going? Aren't you going inside?" I asked him.

"You go first, I'm going to talk to Dad. See you around!" He said then left me.

"Did his dad know about you?" I heard from behind and I know whose voice that is.

"I don't know..." I replied and looked at him, "How about your girl?" I asked him.

"Ahh right, she's so pretty—"

"Forget that I asked about her, let's go inside." I cut him off and walked.

"HEY! How could you do that, huh!?"

I laughed a little and leave him behind. He keeps on talking when someone caught my eyes.

"OH! Where are you going!?"

I didn't answer him and started running away. I'm not sure who was that, maybe I'm hallucinating already or what but when I saw a blonde guy, with a white long sleeves it made me panic.

He's finally in my reach so I held his wrist that made him looked at me, "Oh Why?" He asked in polite tone.

I let go of his hands, "Nothing, I thought you're someone I know... I'm sorry about that." I apologized.