[1] Wish: Withered At Winter | Taegyu Fanfiction

Chapter 25: My Feelings In Chaos

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“Hyung, do you want to go somewhere?”

“Somewhere?”  Soobin hyung asked me while we’re both walking home.

“Yeah… We should go to somewhere really nice today.” I said while smiling at him.

“Mmm… What I’m thinking isn’t a special place but we can go there. You have your bike, right?” He asked me while smiling.

“Yeah, hahahaha. Let’s go, hyung.”

He led me while he’s riding his bike and I’m at the back. I know now where we are going and I don’t know the reason why we’re going there.

We parked our bicycles and started walking. We are at one of the parks here in Hangang Park.

“Are you okay?” I was shocked when he asked me that.

“Yeah,  why?” I asked him while we’re both staring at the sunset that can still be seen even though there are a lot of buildings are surrounding us.

“Hyung, if we haven’t dated I wonder what are we doing?” I asked him.

“I’m not sure hahahaha. If it’s really fate that brought us together then maybe we will really date each other no matter what.” He answered me.

“Fate… How cruel fate is…”

“Is it cruel because we ended up dating each other?” He asked me while looking into my eyes.

I shook my head while smiling at him, “Nope hahahaha. It’s really cruel because some people need to accept their fates even if it’s really painful.” I said.

“You’re right…” He looked ahead again, “Isn’t this painful to you?” He asked me.

“The what?”

“Being fated to be with me…” He replied while looking down and said those in a sad voice.

“What do you mean by that, hyung?” I asked him worriedly.

He looked at me, “Are you tired? Are you tired of me already?”

“No! Stop talking nonsense, please. Hyung, I’m not—“

I felt his warm hug. It’s comforting but I can’t stay with this hug forever. I’m so sorry hyung. I’m really sorry for everything.

“I know it’s a bit hard already but don’t ever end what’s with us.”

“W-what end are you talking about? Hyung, stop saying those… We will never end…” I replied.

He held both of my shoulders, “Promise me that it’s still me, okay?”

He showed his pinky to me. “I promise hyung…” Then I crossed my pinky to his.

Soobin hyung pulled me again to hug me then I saw Yeonjun hyung standing not that far to us while eating lollipop. He’s just staring at me with a straight face and sharp eyes.

“Hyung, don’t worry… I love you so much.” I said while looking at Yeonjun hyung’s eye intently.

I saw him smirk before he disappeared like a thin air.

“I love you too, Beomgyu. Please open to me everything. You can talk to me with anything, okay?”

I hope I can really talk to you about everything, Hyung. I really want to settle things already but I can’t.

I smiled at him, “Yeah…”

“This weekend, do you want to go to Namsan Tower?” He asked me while smiling and holding both of my hands.