I woke up before Deku again. He looks so innocent when he's sleeping, almost like the old Deku. I miss that Deku, he was sweet, considerate, always determined. But Its my fault he's like this now, I'm the one who broke him, and for what? To be the number one hero. Ha. Like that even happened. I pushed him away so he wouldn't interfer with that goal, but in the end the thought of him dead ended up interfering anyway. Maybe if I didn't push him away things would be different. We might have ended up together and both of us could have been pro heros. But now I can't achieve being a hero and he's a villain, the total opposite of us in middle school. I can't see how things will get better from here. I wanna be there for him, to comfort him, to be his. There's no way that would happen now. He hates me. He's probably just gonna kill me later a dispose of me. "I'm sorry I made you this way Deku" I didn't realize I said that out loud until his eyes fluttered open. He just stared at me questionly, which made me look away. Fuck. Why do I always end up slipping up.
"Kacchan, why is that? Are you over thinking in that head if yours? You know what always happened when you start to overthink, you get really bad headaches. And we don't want that now." He said while propping himself up on his arms. "Are you blaming this all on your self again?" He asked through a chuckle. I just nodded my head. He grabbed my face and made me face him. I saw the anger in his eyes. Shit what did I say to make him mad? "Well you should blame yourself, I mean this is your fault, isn't it? And then you think you can get back into my life by saying you liked me, as if that would justify what you did. Just tell the damn truth Bakugo! Don't try and fuck with my feelings. You didn't reciprocate my feelings back then when you knew I liked you. So now you want to use that as a excuse!?" He yelled as he squeezed my face harder. He, he used my real name. He hasn't called me that name in forever, it didn't feel right.
"Y-you liked me back then? I swear I didn't know you liked me. And I didn't lie, I never lie. I don't see the point in doing so, it helps no one. I really did love you Deku. I didn't mean for it to come across as a excuse. I told you because I thought I wouldn't get the chance to do so again. What if something happened to you and I never got to tell you. It's happened before when everyine thought you died. When I thought you, died. I never got to tell you, and I felt shame. It was my fault, I caused all this. I hate being so powerless and setting aside my pride but. Even though I know your alive and not dead it still hurts. It's comforting to know your alive but I ruined so many chances for you. And even though my pride might still kick in at moments I'm still glad your here. even though you kidnapped me and killed someone in front of me, I still have that feeling of relief just seeing you in the flesh. You still piss me of like shit and scare me sometimes but at least your here." I said through a sigh. I just hope he believes me this time because it's the truth. Everything I said was from the heart. I looked up and just saw him staring at me with a soft smile on his face that gave me butterflies. That was such a switch from earlier when all I saw was hatred in his eyes. He shocked me with the next thing he did. He leaned in a kissed me, while still holding my face. It wasn't the same teasing he would do it was genuine. At some point I came to and kissed him back.
"Really hope you meant all that. I believe you though. Something about the way you said it was different then your usual facade. I love you Kacchan~" he replied. He leaned in again to kiss me but this time I kissed back sooner. This felt different from the first time, his soft lips kissed back with more passion and hunger. I kissed back just as hard and desperate like if we broke apart I would lose him. We broke apart and gasped for air, as I let out a breathy I love you. My body seemed to act on it's own and pin him down to the bed. He's eyes widen but that all knowing smirk still present on his face. Like I said earlier I'm gonna wipe that smirk off his face. I leaned down and started to makeout with him. I licked his lip for entrance but he denied excess, before I could react he bit my bottom lip making me moan. He took that as a opportunity to stick his tongue in my mouth and explore. That damn nerd tricked me. I started to fight back, our tongues battling until we had to pull apart for air. I kissed him again and trailed kisses down his jaw to his neck. I started to kiss his neck sloppily until I heard him gasp. I smirk against his neck and started to suck that spot leaving a mark while making him moan out. I started to unbutton his shirt and he did the same to mine. As I tossed my shirt off he flipped us over so he was on top. I looked up through hooded eyes and traced all his scars with my hands, trailing my hands through all his dips and curves. He grabbed my hands and pinned them above my head with one hand. His other hand traced my body like I did his. His hand found its way back up to my neck and grabbed it. while kissing me harder he squeezed my neck making me groan out in the process. His touch felt hot on my skin as he left marks down my chest. It sent chills down my spine, as I arched my back. He looked up after he kissed my torso with a smirk.
"Wow Kacchan what happened to all that fire, now your just a mess." He teased. That just turned me on more hearing his raspy voice. It sounded like serpentibility. He rasied him self back up and kissed me again releasing my hands. They automatically found there way to his messy dark green hair. His hands reached down and started to unbutton my pants not breaking the kiss once. After getting my pants off he sat up straddling my hips while unbuckling his belt and tossing it to the side, doing the same to his pants seconds later. I saw the bulge in his boxers making me bite my lip. He noticed my lingering stare and leaned down to my ear accidentally grinding up against me making me grunt. "If you want it that bad beg." He said simply. I wanted to yell at him for thinking he could get me to submit that easy or at all, but then he started to rub my dick making me whimper out. My body betrayed me and unconsciously bucked my hips. I slowly start to crumble under his touch whimpering like crazy trying to contain myself. "All you have to do is beg~" deku hummed out. I ended up losing my self and moan out as he grinded up against me again.
"Deku M-more~"
"See that wasn't that hard Kacchan, just beg and I might feel generous." He whispered in me ear while still grinding against me.
"Deku I need you, n-now~" I moaned out again desperate for his touch. Desperate for his lips. Desperate for him.
"That's all you need to say" he responded, while pulling down mune and his boxers. I couldn't help but stare until broke me from my trance. "Do you need me to go slow, or can you handle me?" He teased in my ear while setting himself up at my entrance.
"Of course I can handle you, you damn nerd-" I could barely finish my sentence before he slammed into me causing me to scream out in pain. He waited for a minute while brushing away my tears.
"I thought you said you could handle me Kacchan~"
"Like I said, I can. So I don't know why you stopped it's not like that did much-" once again I was cut off by him slamming into me again. I whimpered, it hurt but not as much as before since he gave me a little time to get used to him. He wasn't holding back at all though. He thrusted into me repeatedly harder Everytime. After a while the pain faded into pleasure and instead of screams filling the room it was my moans. I grabbed onto his back digging my nails into him as he left my leg up and out it in his shoulder. He kissed my leg as he trusted into me again hitting my g spot. At this point I was a moaning mess. I could barely form a sentence, The only thing I could really say was his name. I was getting closer and closer to my climax by the second. I warned him and he just grunted as he slammed into me again before I came on his chest. He continued to thrust a few more seconds before he came as well, collapsing on top of me. We were both a sweaty and hot mess. He pulled out and carried me to the bathroom and cleaned both of us up. I tired standing but I was to weak. He carried me back to the bed and we eventually ended up falling asleep in each other's arms. As much as I loved him there was still one thought on my mind. How long would this last before something happened?
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Guilty As Charged (villain deku x bakugo)
FanficBakugo has been receiving Scrabble pieces in the mail for quite some time now from an anonymous sender, but it was cute as the pieces spelled "you're perfect" or "have a great day". that was until one day bakugo opens the letter to find the scrabble...