Hi loves,
Lately I've been pretty feeling down and bad about myself.
Been feeling really sensitive to a lot of things as well.
I try to reflect on myself so much but it only makes me recall all my bad memories and actions.
I really have been getting paranoid almost everything lately and it's really difficult to cope with.
I'm ashamed of my past and present self. Both my words and actions. These problems I created were definitely accidents and I apologize in any inconvenience.(*read my bio warning to understand*) I just really want to get things off my chest before I leave. These things have been one of the many things keeping me paranoid and sleepless.
I feel myself draining from being paranoid and at a constant loss of enthusiasm or self love in myself.
So I'm gonna take a rest
Idk how long or when will I return but I promise I will come back eventually.
My books will all be on hold until I come back.
And hopefully when I come back, Ill be a bit in control and can continue to concentrate on writing and creating new stories for you guys.
I apologize in any inconvenience. I love you all, stay safe and healthy.
-FBI_kpopmumfan
Till we meet again<3
[I will continue reading books & comments and I look forward to be able to write for you guys again. I'm sorry and I love you guys. If any qns u can comment here within the next 2-3 days ]
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Smoke and Rain[Seungjin]
FanfictionWhen a bad boy meets a ordinary boy in the rain. However his boy wasn't really normal. T/W: Angst Start:25/12/2020 End: Still updating