wrong number natasha romanoff X reader

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wanda looks at me with shock "i didn't know you even did nat let alone yelena" i smile and lie down at the same time "yelena was my first, but it doesn't really count as she was under mind control until i find out she remembers it" tears role down my cheeks again i wipe it away and stand up and start passing

wanda is looking at her feet, i just wish i could know what she was thinking "look y/n you love nat so don't push her away, she opened up to you she doesn't really do that to anyone" i stop passing and take a deep breath in "i know it's just once she finds out i slept with yelena she won't want to be with me and there are secrets no one knows about" i walk over to another bed and sit and start crying

wanda comes up and hugs me till i fall asleep

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y/n's dream

i was chained up in the red room getting tested on, tears rolling down my cheeks but i wasn't screaming cause if i did the pain would get worse, once they were done for the day they took me back to my dorm "how was your day" i whipped away my tears "it was good, how about yours lena" i turn around to my best friend i hold out my arm for her to help me to my bed "thank you for this i know i'm not supposed to show weakness but they torture me all day i can't take this anymore" i look at yelena and she hugs me tighter

time skip to when y/n wakes up in the dream

"no not this again" i stand up and follow the men for he torture room, i sit in the chair and wait for them to tie me down to it, i take a deep breath in and out to get ready for the day

a man came through the doors and put the handcuffs on me and leaves the room right after and then the shocks start to come

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i wake up screaming and i can't remember where i am until wanda runs over to me "please get the memory out my head for the moment" she looks at me then her hand starts to glow red, right after that i don't remember why i woke up screaming and i fell asleep in wandas arms again

time skip to the morning

i wake up to hearing wanda taking to someone so i just listen to what she is saying "y/n had a nightmare during the night and she asked me to take it away temporarily, i saw it as i was removing it but i don't know how she survived the red room after you left" i sit up "because i had yelena" i was scanning the room at the same time and realized all the avengers including yelena

they all turn around to look at me "look i don't need any of your pity and wanda i trusted you once again and what do you do you betray me again" i scoff and start walking the other way, i each the training room and then i start punching the punching bag to get all my anger out instead of the people in the other room

the door opens at the same time i break the punching bag "damm i didn't know you are that strong" i turn around with tears in my eyes and i see yelena standing there, i collapse and she runs over and hugs me like she like she did when we were younger,

i cry even harder in her shoulder, i'm pretty sure the avengers could here me from the other room but i didn't care i just had to let it out, after about 5 minutes of crying i'm just resting my head on yelena's chest "how do you remember" i fell her taking a deep breath "when your under their mind control you remember anything but you feel like your a guest in own body" i look up at her and i see tears in her eyes, i wipe off the tears from her cheek and she leans in for a kiss so i kiss her

i stop immediately "i'm sorry" i stand up and start passing "hey it's ok, i know your with nat now i just had to do that one last time" i look up at yelena and i smile at her "well we can be best friends, oh and can you help me find a way out of here without anyone seeing me" she smiles at me and takes me up to the roof "ah your favorite type of transport, you want to come with me or not"

she gets on my back and i laugh "ok then let's go"