(Fluffy angst) im sorry.

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(I'm feeling like writing sad but happy so here you go >:))

Leafy knew about everyone disliking her, after what she did to all of them and now this competition has gone on for so many years. Leafy feels a lot of guilt and with her having nobody to talk to, she'd bottle her feelings up and it was bound to explode. Anything could make her crack. Almost anything. Leafy wanted to say sorry to Firey but he's ignoring her and while Firey says they're still friends, it doesn't feel like it. It's her fault anyways, everything is her fault. Every death, every loss, just everything is her fault. After the have-cots kicked her out again she retreated to a private area to calm her nerves. She didn't have the best coping mechanism, what she would do is rip a small part of her leaf. Nobody really seemed to notice, except Firey but what does he know? Besides he doesn't seem to give a shit anyways. Leafy sobbed loudly, ripping off a big portion. Then she heard something in the nearby bushes. "If you're here to kill me, please come out! I have no reason to live anymore!" Leafy said. Firey came out. "Leafy! What are you doing to yourself?!" Firey looked angry and disappointed. "Oh I don't know.. maybe it's because I feel too much fucking guilt and nobody likes me anymore! You say you're still friends with me but ignore me! My team kicks me out of our tower every five minutes and I wanted to apologize for my actions but you've been ignoring me for YEARS!!" Leafy shouted at the top of her lungs. She sobbed more, ripping off another piece. "Go away Firey.. please. Stop pretending that you care." Leafy said, shaking violently. Firey was stunned, he didn't know Leafy would feel this way. He still cared for her, he just didn't want people to hate him. "Leafy I-I'm sorry! I shouldn't have avoided you for all these years, I just didn't wanna be hated and I was acting really petty.. though I still shouldn't have said we were friends and avoided you... I like you, I love you even! I want things back to normal, back to when we'd hangout all the time and had no worries... I'm really sorry Leafy.. can we be friends and can you please stop hurting yourself.." Firey said after a long pause Leafy replied. "I'm sorry for stealing dream island... I just didn't understand why you didn't let me in and I was blinded by rage and now we have to battle for these stupid things again. After all those years in yoleland I felt lonely. I only survived on those berries but I didn't have you to comfort me in those times. I started to go insane! That's why I would turn into evil leafy. Until I died, and then you revived me, I thought you forgave me or something but I was wrong and I realized I should apologize to you but you ignored me or someone else talked to you. So I gave up. I tried to make new friends but even I'm horrible at that. I'm just a dumb fucking leaf, you shouldn't have recovered me at all! I'm thankful that you did it, sure but, Firey why? Is this payback for me to suffer with living? I'm so sorry, please burn me and never reco-" Firey put a finger on her mouth. "Shhh. Leafy, breathe in and out slowly... how long have you had thoughts like this?! You're truly strong and an amazing actress! I never thought you'd feel this way, you smile all the time and-and you just looked like you were good without me! How long have you felt this way?!" Firey asked, really worried for his lemon leaf. "Ever since I was I yoleland. I started to feel strong amounts of regret and you ignoring me and everyone disliking me topped it all off. I had nobody to talk to, guess it's my fault though... hahaha..!" Leafy still had tears run down her green cheeks. "It's my fault really, I should've let you in after you supported me and stuck with me throughout most of BFDI.. hell I even let Coiny in!" Firey said. "Well I should've talked to you in a civilized manner. I didn't have to go with a back stabbing betrayal of buying dream island.." leafy said. "I'm at blame" "no it's totally me." "No it's me, Firey!" "It's really both of your faults!" Said Taco. "Taco!" Both leafy and Firey said that at the same time and they looked to Taco who was pretty smart and cool at the same time unlike GB. "It's true, Firey didn't let you in, you stole the island! So why don't you two just make up like normal objects do?!" Taco said. "Well everyone puts the blame on me so, Im used to being the fault to everything." Leafy said. "Well after hearing how much guilt you've been holding over your shoulders, you shouldn't have to be blamed for what I did!" Firey said. "The incident is all in the past, you two. You both want to be at least friends with each other right?"
Both leafy and Firey nodded. "Then focus on the present! You both made up so you forget!" Taco said. Firey sighed. "Taco's right.. it's no use.. what do you say my lemon leaf, wanna hangout like old times?" Firey asked, smiling happily. Leafy, for the first time in awhile had a genuine and real smile on her face. "Of course flamey boy." Leafy said, holding his hand.

Taco watched them from afar. "When are they gonna get together?" "No idea Tacoy, no idea." Said lollipop.

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