Change your life

Izuku

It has been two months since the routine has changed. Slow the five boys are starting to warm up to the idea of change. It took an entire month for Katsuki to agree to the idea of therapy without me being right outside the door where he can see me. But now he is a lot more comfortable as long as I am in the building still.

Hitoshi and Shoto haven't really made any progress with their speech therapy or regular therapy with the speaking aspect of it. But that's going to take sometime. It's a good thing that the therapist know sign language to the two communicate thought sign language with their therapist. They are interacting more with the others who took it upon themselves to learn sign language.

Eijirou and Denki are progressing well with their therapy just like the other three. Slowly we have been increasing the amount of food we feed the boys only just a little to get their appetites back. But it's not a lot seeing as we are feed them in toddlers portions but as someone who has been though what they have it's honestly a lot and a huge difference as well.

Which is something that worries me about the five. As they are progressing with their treatment I can't help but know and feel that they are going to eventually go down a downward spiral where all the progress we have made will be lost and we will have to start over again.

But all we can do well all I can do is prepare for that day to come. But I am hoping that it doesn't come. It honestly might not because unlike me they boys have the help they needed in time while I didn't get the luxury and they also have each other as well.

I didn't have my mothers help until it was almost to late but for them it isn't too late. I just hope I will be able to help them just like my mothers helped me. But I can not help someone who doesn't decide for themselves.

Which is something I am worried about because they are going though this process but they haven't vocally told me or anyone that they want the help. They are going through it because they need to not because they willingly want to.

I don't want them to ask for help when it's almost to late. I want them to ask for the help themselves before that. But I can not force them to ask for help.

For now I can only do what I can as a doctor to help them. So for when they decide to ask for help themselves we can move on to the next stage of the recovery process. Now I just play the waiting game. I honestly hope I can help them in the end of all of this.

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