6. Where Were You?

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IVE ACTUALLY NEVER SEEN THIS PICTURE BEFORE, BUT I CAME ACROSS IT WHILE I WAS LOOKING FOR ANOTHER ONE-

he's so pretty 🥺

AnYwAyS, you guys arent here to listen to me fangirl-

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I slowly come up behind him and stop as a thought passes through my brain. This would be the perfect time for a surprise assassination. It sticks and I prepare myself to shove him from the roof of the diner.

"Y/N?" the name seems to roll so smoothly from his lips, catching me off guard. I forgot he knows my name, he was the only member of the four I allowed to know. I completely forget about my mission as he turns his head to me, the sun hits his pretty hazel eyes giving them a beautiful golden glow.

Our eyes lock and I find myself moving to sit next to him on the edge of the roof. My mission becomes the last thing on my mind.

He quietly looks off into the desert. The sun casts a golden haze over the killjoy, somehow making him seem even more beautiful. I smile lightly and he turns to look at me, "you're starin' sugar." He says gently, smiling as mine drops and a red tint floods my cheeks.

I look down, swinging my legs slowly through the air, trying my best to hide the bright blush on my face. A gentle hand cups my chin and pulls me back to face the red headed killjoy next to me.

His face sits only centimeters from mine, his gentle grip holding me in place. My breathing hitches lightly as he presses a slow, soft kiss to my forehead. I close my eyes, smiling lightly, enjoying the attention I'm receiving.

He pulls away, dropping his hand to hold mine. "I'm really sorry I left you in that explosion..." he trails off, I smile gently and lace my fingers with his. "An apology is all I've ever wanted from you Poison."

And I realise, it's true. I never wanted to help BL/ind destroy the group. I was just pissed they left me and I wanted revenge. I let BLI take control of me for the simple fact, I didn't think I had any other option. Even if I would've managed to crawl from that crater and somehow make it past the remaining Dracs, I wouldn't of had anywhere to-

My thoughts are cut off as the red headed killjoy gently reaches up and pushes a strand of my hair back from my face. He swallows slowly, almost with a hint of nervousness in his beautiful hazel eyes as they meet mine once more.

"Y/N..." he starts quietly, pausing as if second guessing himself. "Where have you been all this time?" He finally finishes, I gulp lightly and move my gaze back to my feet, which now dangle unmoving over the roofs edge.

"After the explosion, I waited for someone, anyone. I thought that after the smoke cleared you guys would check for survivors..." I trail off for a moment, allowing that to sit, before continuing. "I couldnt move. I felt like my body was being held in place. I passed out and woke up at BL/ind HQ."

His eyes widen significantly as I finish the last sentence, "what did they do to you there?" He asks hesitantly, "brainwashed me. Not like they needed to do much anyways, I was already upset that you guys left me. They just turned sadness into anger, feeding thoughts into my head, driving me to the point I'd take you out for them." I finish quietly.

"And I'm guessing by 'take out' you dont mean to dinner..." he trails off, chuckling nervously. "No, Poison. I don't, thats whole reason I came back in the first place." He looks down, "so when you kissed me yesterday, and when you let me cuddle you last night... it was to get on my good side..." he trails off quietly.

I sigh and nod slowly, "yeah, mostly..." I trail off, he looks at me as if expecting an explanation. "Partially so you wouldn't suspect I was a threat, partially because some part of me loved it and didnt want it to end." I turn to look at him as I finish. 

A hint of hope and some other emotion I cant quite identify shimmers in his eyes. A gentle smile, as well as a small blush lights, up his face as he turns towards the darkening desert sky.

I gently reach up and turn him back to face me, leaning close to him, so our lips are almost touching. "Can we try it for real this time?" I ask quietly, "it was real for me last time..." he trails off, "Poison," i giggle out his name and he smiles before leaning forward and pressing his chapped lips to mine.

I happily kiss back, this time pouring my emotions into him as our lips move almost in sync with eachother. He pulls away for a moment and I let out a small whine of protest, "away from the edge sugar." He says gently, standing and pulling me up, before leading me a little more towards the middle of the rooftop and sitting back down, pulling me with him.

I smile as he pulls me into another kiss, slightly more passionate now that we arent at risk of falling off the roof. He kisses me a little rougher than a moment ago, resting one hand on my waist as the other tangles itself into the hair on the back of my head, holding me closer to him. I rest my arms over his shoulders, gently tangling my fingers into his bright red hair.

Before I know it, I find myself in his lap. He slowly pulls himself from the kiss, not moving either of his hands from their chosen positions. I keep mine in their place as well, as he ghosts his lips over my jaw, barely making contact. He slowly make his way down my neck, lips still barely touching my skin.

He start slowly pressing gentle kisses up my neck, I let out a small, happy sigh and tilt my head, giving him more access. He slowly makes his way back up, connecting his lips to mine once more. He kisses me slowly and gently and I kiss back with the same tenderness as his hand which was tangled in my hair, moves to rest on my waist.

What if he's just doing this cause he thinks it'll keep me from killing him? He probably thought I was gonna push him off and that's why he moved us away from the edge... hell, where his hands are, he'd know if I reached for my blaster, if I even had it on me.

I feel tears start to well up in my eyes as thoughts rush through my head. I pull away carefully and he looks at me in confusion, before his eyes drift to the space behind me. "NO-"

I feel a small sting in my back, before my body go numb and my vision fades out, as I collapse in his arms.

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AH SHIT, CLIFFHANGER-

KIND OF

I INTENDED FOR THIS CHAPTER TO END DIFFERENTLY-

THEN MY BRAIN BIRTHED AN IDEA-

SO I PICKED IT UP AND FUCKIN RAN WITH IT.

stay rad weirdos ✌

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