18- mistake

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you woke up as the alarm rang next to your head, taking your phone you turned it off and tried to turn to the other side in order to fall asleep a little more, but something didn't allow you to.

Something was tightly wrapped around your waist, you frowned and looked down. You gasped seeing Jimin's arm around you, memories of last night flooded back to your mind. You got up harshly, quickly grabbing Jimin's big shirt from the floor you pulled it over your head covering your body. The boy groaned and stretched his eyes tiredly just to let his head fall again on the pillow

<Jimin wake up>

you pushed his body a little trying to wake him up. But his sleep was deeper than you expected it to be. You sighed and went back on the bed starting to shake him by his shoulders, finally, his eyes opened

<well... good morning>

his raspy morning voice sounded through the room making you feel something strange. Something you haven't heard in a while.

<Jimin stop being so chill we literally...>

<fucked?>

your panicked blubbering was cut off by his relaxed tone

<yeah?! and stop saying it as if it is nothing>

you nearly shouted and the boy made you a sign to lower your voice

<shhh please, we are in a building, I have neighbors above, under, right, and left. They don't need to hear... I think they heard enough last night>

a smirk played on his lips making you roll your eyes

<I'm sorry for shouting but what happened last night shouldn't have happened>

you said quickly as you started collecting your things which were thrown all over the room. Jimin groaned letting himself fall back on the mattress. His duvet covered his face. You didn't know how much your words were affecting the poor boy. Actually, he himself wasn't able to recognize what he was feeling.

Hearing you call the night, he had wanted for so long to happen, a 'mistake' made something in his body boil.

<ok, I get it>

you flinched hearing his voice coming out from the duvet. Jimin's tone passed from being playful and soft to firm in just some seconds, you weren't expecting it.

***
you pushed the door of your apartment, Namjoon was drinking his coffee leaning on the kitchen counter, his eyes immediately fell on your figure as you walked inside.

<good morning>

the big smile which was plastered on his face disappeared after not receiving any reaction from you. In fact, you just flashed your best friend a death glare making him understand it wasn't a good morning at all

<I slept with Jimin>

you whispered as if you were afraid that saying those words lauder would make it more real than it already was

<wow...>

Namjoon breathed out

<I mean...>

he then cleared his throat coming back to his senses

<I knew this would have happened sooner or later... but I wasn't expecting it to come THIS early>

you rolled your eyes and started going to your room to get changed and ready for work

<Y/n>

the boy called out making you turn

<what?>

you spatted and waited for him to continue

<please don't run away from this, I know you are thinking it was a mistake...>

<I'm not just thinking it, I know it was a mistake>

you cut him off crossing your arms on your chest

<don't interrupt me, I was saying that I know you are thinking it now, but talk it out with Jimin. Maybe it's worth trying to take advantage of this so-called mistake>

you gave him a confused look, but Namjoon just passed you a little smile before disappearing back into the kitchen. It was a clear sign that he was dropping the topic and didn't want to talk about it any further. It was his way of saying "I said what I had to, now it's up to you how you will interpret it". You hated when he did that, through the years you learned how to live with it and just sighed before going back on your truck.

While the refreshing water of the shower was running down your body, your mind was somewhere else. You kept thinking about what Namjoon had said and about what happened the night before. The thoughts were threatening to make your head explode at some point.

That's how you've decided you would talk it out with Jimin, in the morning the boy wasn't much talkative, or at least he tried avoiding anything you had to say, but you hoped that trying to talk to him later at work would be more successful.

You sighed, you were currently standing in front of the FBI building. After showering you changed and went directly to work, your stomach was refusing to accept any food. You weren't hungry, the anxiety that the particular and nice bond you had with Jimin could break after what had happened wasn't allowing you to eat.

You finally decided to enter, you weren't in the mood of talking to anyone but you couldn't help greeting back all the people who saw you on your way through the crowded hallway to your office and decided to say a "hi" or a "good morning". You pushed the door open and let go of the breath you didn't know you were keeping back, you thought you finally would have some time alone to think about what you will say to your partner once he comes.

however, the fate had other plans. When you turned around, to your surprise, Jimin was already sitting at his desk, you gasped in surprise. To make things clear, you had arrived some minutes earlier to work as for Jimin he always used to arrive punctually or a couple of minutes later. Seeing him already there made you surely surprised.

<hi>

he said giving you a little smile, you sent him a smile back. You wanted to say something but your voice seemed to get stuck in your throat. You paused for a moment, took a deep breath

<Jimin listen...>

<no Y/n, you listen, I'm sorry. I shouldn't have acted the way I did this morning, I get it, we are partners at work nothing more. I just want you to know that I don't regret whatever we did. Now, if you want we can forget we slept together and focus on work>

you heard a noise behind you, both of you turned your heads to look at the door with wide eyes

<you slept together?!>

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