What is pain?
It's not when she says something,
that leaves you with a stain.
Because stains are nothing.
You get used to them,
if you get them often.
And the pain that it leaves,
are begin to soften.
Pain isn't when she doesn't
replies back.
Pain is when she leaves you
with a crack.
Because she hates you.
And she lies to you.
And you know it.
But you couldn't get through.
She lies, she says 'Sorry'.
But you know that she isn't.
She just hates you.
She makes more and more distant.
Therefore she keeps on lying,
you don't know why.
But she sees you, and
doesn't reply.
But when she needs help,
you will help her.
You don't tell her and your relationship,
starts to blur.
She mocks you with the same prank,
like every time.
And you feel bad.
And it corrupts you for a lifetime.
You feel sad,
but you are still afraid to tell her.
Because you don't want to hurt her.
You want everything to be good for her.
You feel depressed,
and want to end everything.
So you write a poem to her,
without hesitating.
