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Tw: panic attack, suicidal thoughts

Harry styles

I looked over at the clock in the hotel room.

3:04am

Shit. It's was coming quick and this hotel room only has 2 rooms. She going to find out.

With the thought scripting through my mind. I was drenched in sweat.

"fucking hell" I said to myself under my breath.

Maybe I can get it to go away.

I reach my lig arms out and turn on the ac. Nope.

" Jesus Christ" I said getting up slowly so I didn't awake her.

She looked so pretty.

I grabbed a room key and got out. I fast paced Walked to the elevator.

It wasn't fast enough for me.

Suddenly I was running.

With all of the thought of what could be the outcome of this panic attack. I was genuinely scared for once. Not many things make me scared.

Once I made it downstairs. I was at my breaking point. My thoughts were slowly consuming my mind.

" hello can I-"

" yes one room please and make it quick" I stammer. The lady looked frightened.

With my foot tapping the marble. My fingers tapping the counter. I was almost there.

" oh hey if I can get one of the first floor would be great" I yell. That way she wouldn't find me. And mostly because I couldn't wait any longer.

" here sir room 102"

I didn't even say anything. I was already out of breath as it was.I grabbed the key and sprinted down the hall.

" 99,100,101" I whispered to myself.

" 102"

The numbers felt all jumbled up.

I busted through the door and locked it.

I ripped my shirt off of my back.

I ran tot he bathroom and locked it.

I started the water. I jumped in.

I put my head under the warm water. I wanted to go. It was so quiet. Peaceful.

I let out a sigh under the warm water.

Audrey Smith

It was early in the morning. Something felt off. I turn over.

Harry?
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" shit" I mumble to myself.

Maybe he was in the bathroom. But the door was open.

I walk up to the doorframe and gulp.

" Harry?" I choke

Empty

Fuck.

Maybe he was outside smoking a cigarette.

I slip of my boots and walk tot he eleavator.

I watched the red numbers tick down. Tapping my foot on the ground I was nervous. Knowing Harry. He could be anywhere.

The elevator doors open and I give a quick wave. She looked scared.

I walked outside. No one.

I walk back up to the desk.

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